Trying To Be....

[JpopGirl]

Inspired by the Song: Stronger Woman by PUSHIM Queen of Japanese Reggie/Dancehall




Dedicated to all of my Sisters all over the world!

My Feelings and My Real Life Struggle


Trying to be a Stronger Woman Everyday! But it`s very hard to do! I will survive, I will over come! If anyone has a problem with it! They can just go to Hell! I am exactly what you see! Nothing More or Less, With all my Hang Ups & Problems Etc! For the Good and the Bad No one is going to tell me how I should be? I been Beaten,Raped and Left in a Bloody Mess and left for Dead! and Treated like some Guys Dog & Sex Toy, Slut & Whore. I been Robbed, Ridiculed all my life. I been filled up with Hate and Revenge! and all for nothing. I been F***ed Up for life! I am Angry,Sad, Hurt Confused and looking Help! I came back like a Phoenix out of the pit of HELL! I've been uptight! Been set up, and I've been shot down! There is times when I cry out for help and no one listens and runs away because the Japanese Girl is inferior than the others! And lost in the Darkness and confused can`t find her way out of the night. and looking for the light at end of the Deep Dark Forest. When others ran I Stood tall and proud and face the the fire head on alone and afraid! Blow by Blow! till I could not stand anymore. I got right back up and took more blows! And kept coming back more. And people say your one STUPID BITCH! for not knowing when to stop fighting! and giving in and just go die! (I am not going to give anyone the Satisfaction!) We don't want any part of you! I have a heart of gold. I am a delicate as a Cherry Blossom Flower Petal. Friends I have many, I care for them more than anything in the world! I will be standing behind them through Fire & Hell and wont sell them out at any price!! I believe in the motto Friends Forever! A lot of people don`t know very well and don`t understand me because they don`t want to take the time to get to know me! I'm not the worst or the best Take me as I am or leave me be! I am just me A girl in the world I just me! And Proud!

Take Me As I Am For The Woman I Am!

Oh Lord, I got to get back somehow to you. Looking For My Life!

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