My received poetry from friends and past loved ones..

[Jason Mills]

 

9th August 2010

 

Dear Jay!

 

Jamie said;

“Love can be a fragile thing unless it’s treated well,

It holds all kinds of secrets, ones no one can tell.

My love for you dear Jason is deeper than the sea,

Natures beauty is wonderful and magical to see,

But the beauty I see before me will always be inside a boy called Jason who is loveliest of all.

He’s an angel sent from heaven to  earth whose beauty fills a hall.

 

I’m not that good with poems to say how much I care,

But I hope by trying now it shall make you more aware,

That I love you now and always,

Through all your joy and pain.

 

I will be here making a sunshine when all you feel is rain.

You are someone special baby,

Sent to heal the world and I am only glad you feel my love for you now,

And it’s worth because I want to be with you for always,

Forever and a day and if I ever make you sad or blue,

You only have to say.

 

So baby thanks for loving me,

Giving me this chance.

I hope one day we will be together and have that  first slow dance.

I know that I will always feel as much as I do now,

Every time I see your face,

My heart says ‘Oh wow’,

Because i believe you’re the one for me”

 

Written by Jamie Royce,
Yours, Jason!

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10th August 2010

Dear Jay!

 

Jamie Royce said;

My second poem for you Jason,

Hope you love it as much as I love you xxxx xxxx
Second poem for my baby x

 

“Jason is the cutest boy the world has ever seen.

He’s honest, kind and loyal and never ever mean.

I’m glad he loves me as much as I love him because

He is my angel and his name is like a hymn.

 

He loves all nature; wild and green,

Every tree and flower,

And everyone we lose he cries almost  every hour.

He’s understanding and understands each animal,

Every bird that flies the sky and hates it when greedy humans

Cause another one to die.

 

I love you Jason,

my lovely boy more each and every day

And I hope I can learn from you so I Will find the way.

 

If love were made from flowers I would give them all to you

Because I’ll never let you down,

My love is always true!

 

Well hope it made you smile baby xxx

I love you so much!"

 

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11th August 2010
Dear Jay!

 

Jamie says;

3rd poem for my angel,

For you baby xxx

 

“ The trees cry out for protection,

The animals cry out for love,

The ocean yells against pollution,

The air dirty above.

 

Jason is our saviour,

He will make the change,

He will stop the lumberjacks and help the earth’s lungs.

 

I love you baby more than words can ever say or explain.

My heart is yours forever,

I will keep away the rain.

You are someone I dreamed of,

Each night I go to sleep I cherish  you every second,

 Your soul I want  to keep.

 

I will always love you,

Remember you just as you are,

I will always feel close,

You will shine in my nights like stars.

You will be tender when touching,

but strong If I needed that too,

Through silence and distance forever I will feel you are near.

 

Jason you are my angel,

My wonder, my everything.

I hope we always feel the same.

Our love is an angel’s wing!"

 

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Wednesday, 18th August 2010

Dear Jay!

Jamie wrote me another poem saying;

Well babe here is the 4th poem to you my sweetness

 

“I love you more than yesterday, less than tomorrow.

I love you not for what you are,

But for what I am with you.

I love you because you make me feel safe and secure.

I love you because you love everybody and everything.

I love you because you make my heart sing and shine.

I love you because you brought my heart to life.

I love you because your beauty inside and out leaves me breathless.

I love you because you turn set friendship on fire.

I love you because even though I can’t remember when our love first started,

Its impossible to notice that now it’s here.

I love you because you turn our love and friendship into music. 

I love you  eternally.

 

I love you because you are you.

I love you because you love me…

I love you Jason…!”

 

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19th August 2010
Dear Jay!

Jamie wrote me another poem saying;

 

“I once was lonely, quiet, dead.

Then you came along to clear my head.

You took the dirt,the rubbish, trash and told me

 To stop acting rash.

 

You held my hand, stole my heart,

For me that really was the start.

 

My life began and here’s the proof,

 It’s time I told you the total truth.

 

I love you more than life can live,

I’d give you more than god could give.

 

You’re my love,

my special one,

 Our love it burns just like the sun.

For you I’d breathe my final breathe,

With open arms I’d welcome death.

I’d cross the river,

Drain the sea,

Just so that with you I’d be.

 

To be loved by you would be treasure,

Would stir emotions without measure.

 

I love you with all my heart, 

With you I hope to never part.

If that before me,

I would die.

Inside my heart would always cry,

 Never healing,

Always there,

Nothing else would compare.

 

I see you as no-one else can see,

Without you I just couldn’t be.

I Love You Jason!

 

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23rd August 2010
Dear Jay!

 

Jamie has written me another poem saying...

The latest poem for my baby;

”Strewing for another day, each day seems a little harder, 

Taking another step, each step seems harder and harder,

 Sometimes each step seems impossible,

Sometimes each step and day seems unbearable,

Having the courage to continue is what it’s all about,

Going the extra mile,

taking that one extra mile,

Taking that one extra step,

No matter how much it hurts,

It takes you  a little closer to succeeding.

 

Walking along in a journey through life,

 Each person has their own burden’s to bare,

I reach out and take your hand Jason,

To share the burden.

 

We were put here to help each other, by accepting.

Accept my hand  and feel the love I have for you.

By accepting my hand you are helping someone else to have a better day,

A better life,

A better existence.

 

I want to feel heaven’s smile upon me,

I want to know that their’s no one else like me.

I want to feel the warmth of the sun.

I want to know that I’m the only one.

I want to feel a strong embrace upon me with you.

 

I want to know the look of happiness on a face.

 I want to feel love,

 I want to know love…

I want you Jason!"

 

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Friday, 8th October 2010
Dear Jay,

 

Rose said;

Woke up this morning,

 You were still in my head,

All those moments we shared,

Oh I want you in this bed for comfort.

Looking out my bedroom window,

Rays shining in my eyes,

Just took in those moments that I hope never die.

His name’s floating in my head like some smoky, misty cloud.

Jason’s his name,

It floats so soft and yet so loud.

 

Just remember I love you, my turquoise ray!

Always want to be with you,

to be there to share,

there to stay.

Just come a lil closer till we get our touch.

 Look now we’re gold.

I love you so much.

 

At School now in the biology room finished this work,

Nothing else to do.

Flashes and images,

Your name and Mine, 

Put em together, look how well we combine!

 

I wanna get outta  here and out into this world,

Me and you together as we work together on this change.

I don’t care what people think,

I know we aint insane!

 

Just remember I love you, my turquoise ray! 

Always want to be with you, there to share, there to stay.

Just come a lil closer, till we get our touch.

 

Your smile,

Your voice,

Your lips and your face,

I know you don’t exist anywhere else in this human race!

 

Lets stick together,

you can hold onto me,

I’ll be your shoulder to cry on.

You mean so much to me!

 

Lets run from the city to get what we want,

to make life,

to live,

 I’ll even write songs and make em the biggest hit.

 

The kiss of your lips,

the touch of your hands,

the warmth of your body and the heat and beat of your heart,

 Listen carefully and closely, I’m now pleased.

Lord please help me, I’ve fallen into a daze! 

Actually keep me there because I aint leaving this place,

I wanna be stuck here for good and stood time and stood space!

 

You write these stories,there is just so much to see,

Now I know exactly what your gonna be,

I’m gonna be beside you no matter what this may bring.

Just close those heavenly eyes and listen to the song that I sing,

I wrote it for you and there’s loads more to come too,

Oh my god, I love you and it’s true.

 

Just remember I love you, my turquoise ray!

Always want to be with you, to be there to share, there to stay!

Just come a lil closer, till we get our touch, Look now we’re gold, I love you so much

(x2) remember I love you so much, my turquoise ray!

 

I love you so much!

Want to  be there with you, to be there to share, there to stay!

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Monday, 25th October 2010
Dear Jay,

 

Rose said;

He’s got himself a heart made with a fire blazing glory,

He’s got himself a soul shining like the whole universe,

He ain’t got no fear and he aint got no pain as it’s all washed away,

Baby, baby, I know I am not alone, 

This aint no hill, it’s a mountain.

As we start this climb,

Listen for me cuz I’ll be shouting!

 

When we reach the top I’ll tell you baby,

This world will be ours.

Don’t need no weakness,

 Don’t need no badness,

Cuz I aint gonna let you fall.

This mountain of our success seems to be getting shorter,

The more I climb but baby hold on tight!

It’s gonna get rough at times, but we shall fight (Chorus, baby, baby^)

Keep up ahead of me,

We’re almost there.

 

I tell you something Jason, there aint nothing to fear, I’m right behind you.

Till we get to the top and most importantly so you don’t drop!

I’m right behind you baby, aint nothing to fear,

Cuz if we can reach the top,

I promise we can go anywhere.

(Chorus) We’ve now reached the top, through all our success.

 

Writing, drama, songs, poetry,

Jason no matter what I wouldn’t love you any less.

We’ve got what we want that’s for sure,

But wait and see there’ll be much more.

 

 

We’ve seen ‘Jay’ and your magnificent  diaries written on these pages, with your special talent,

 He’s now hit the stages!

You’ve got what you wanted.

I’m so proud of you,

You aint got no idea how I feel,

It’s so frikkn true.

 

I write my songs on this guitar to show both of us that we will go far,

 This song goes out to you baby, nobody else.

But believe  me, I’ll be writing you much much more.

 

They’ll be published so the world can see who you really are and how you mean to me!

 

Baby, baby, I know we aint alone, that was no hill, it was our mountain, that we finished to climb, all we needed was our faith and our time.

I know in my heart that you’d be successful, and it’s true!

It also shows how much I love you!

 

That aint no hill, it was our mountain that we finished to climb,Now we can go anywhere through time and space!

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16th December 2010
Dear Jay,

 

Rose said....

“Lying in my world of unknown,

Dreams of reality,

 I stand up to these barrier  pulling towards me.

 

Life’s standing still,

Hour by hour,

Day by day,

I know I’ll never fade away.

I’ve seen you for the first time of my life,

I didn’t know what to do because I’ve got this feeling inside.

Hey, you seem familiar, have we met before?

For this feeling, I want to know you more,

Inside somewhere I know you, what on earth does this mean?

 

I aint seen your colour before, only in my dreams.

Your some mystery you are,

 Something out of the blue,

I don’t know where to start, I feel I gotta know you!

 

{Chorus} hour by hour,

day by day,

In my mind you never fade!

I’d keep you by my side until the day I die!

Even when I’m gone, I will be waiting for you, giving you one more song.

 

Year gone by

,Met a new guy,So much going on in my life,

Yet your still on my mind,

where have you gone?

What are you doing?  But I have to move on now,

Cuz I know you cant be mine.

 

Days gone by,

 No sign of any luck, when this day has went by my brain just got stuck!

I never thought I’d hear from you again,

I was so wrong,Its been since last year, I thought you were gone.

 

{Chorus} Hour by hour,

day by day,

in my mind you never fade away!

I’d keep you by my side until the day I die!

 Even when I’m gone, I will be waiting for you,

 Giving you one more song.

 

I’ve got to know you more,

I thought I had no faith,

since you entered my life I knew you were my soul mate,

When it came to the end of my disaster with my ex,

You were there for me always,

Making sorrow seem less.

I will always do the same for you,

Never wanna see you cry,

 If anyone touches you,

So help me they will die!

I aint letting this friendship sail onto the sea of despair,

For the ship into the oceans of love with care.

 

{Chorus} Hour by hour,

day by day,

in my mind you never fade!

I’d keep you by my side until the day I die!

Even when im gone,I will be waiting for you,

Giving you one more song.

 

When you tell me you feel low, Inside your soul,

There aint nothing to fear cause dear, I am here!

My soul gave my life a reason,

Its too good to be true!

It whispers in my ear,

To be there always with you.

I know we’ll do well,

 You will always,

 Cause you’ve got it written all over you,

Just wait a few more days.

We’ll have fun, do everything we can!

See the lands of heavenly atmosphere and new people to be made understood.

 

{Chorus} Hour by hour, day by day, in my mind you never fade!

I’d keep you by my side until the day I die!

Even when I’m gone, I will be waiting for you,

Giving you one more song.

 

I now feel more than friendship towards you,

I feel a lot more beneath the chains that locks my heart,

I really love this feeling, its all so new.

You probably don’t feel the same as me, if so I will respect it,

 but the longer  this locked love stays,

I feel I need your key!

 

You inspire me with the  writing of your true-self,

Each word seem in-crested with power and faith,

Let know one take it away!

Be who you are always,I love who you are!

Don’t let the demons take away the skies talented star.

 

{Chorus} Hour by hour,

day by day,

In my mind you never fade!

I’d keep you by my side until the day I die!

Even when I’m gone,

 I will be waiting for you,

Giving you one more song.

 

I found that you felt the same way as me,

My soul lit up my world,

I knew this was too good to be true,

The chains that barricade my heart slip off,

As it opened with your key,

This is a feeling I have,

 That no one else can feel!

 

I love you so much,

 I thought I couldn’t have gone,

 Now I know my soul was telling something,

 It was so true.

 

Promise nothing will hurt you,

Nothing will harm you cause forever and always I will love you I presume!

 

{Chorus} Hour by hour,

day by day,

in my mind you never fade!

I’d keep you by my side until the day I die!

Even when I’m gone,

I will be waiting for you,

Giving you one more song.

 

The good present became past,

And the good past become present,

Our lives will bring the success that people have been waiting for.

 

Your talent at writing,

mine at music,

This may seem long to wait for,

But it will happen ina flick!

 

Change shall be created for us,

The people of true faith.

 There aint nothing holding us back,

We just have to wait.

 

I’ll kiss you so tight,

In the night,

Underneath the skies dark blanket of flowing and yet glowing stars,

Not letting you go over,Till the day I die.

In our moment in the dark,

The stars are ashamed with  the  beautiful sparkles in  your eyes,

Time has stood still,

Cause this is why I fell in love with Jason Mills!