last night, i was thinking a lot...

[Melinda Chen]

last night, i was sleeping with my mother, and we talked a lot. as a child, i know i have a lot to worry about, and sometimes, i think i have suffered a lot. but, after the talking with my mother, i realize that, to some degrees, i enlarge my pain and ignore her sufferings. hearing mother's breathing, i couldn't sleep. i love my mother deeply. though, we haven't been together for since my babyhood, she gives what she can to graspe every chance to give me happiness. but, now i want her happy rather than putting me the 1st place in her life. mummy, i love u...