Know

[Seline]

I think ... I'm losing myself in this mess of feelings and sensations. I can hardly make up my mind for something, it is important or a mere fashion detail. This makeup, hair, does not seem to fit me anymore. It seems that nothing fits. I feel I need to measure everything well before serving. I need a seamstress. Urgently. Or maybe a new body. But I still think that a seamstress would be more practical. Maybe I could trade just my heart. To see if I feel things serve again. But maybe it is worse, because perhaps my new heart will be even more demanding.

I think it is better to find a seamstress. Then who knows she maybe sew me again.