hey guess what you guys :-D

[Amanda <3]

If you didnt already know I'm freaking homeless!! woo! super fun shit yo!

no but seriously...I broke up with my boyfriend and now have pretty much nowhere to stay, the last week Ive stayed with my friend sam however I cant stay there for more than 2 more days or she can get evicted since I'm not on her lease...Not that I would want to stay there much longer anyways..
She lives with her bf and all they do is fight, not to mention hes constantly threatning to punch her and smash bottles across her face. Oh yeah, and he tried to have sex with me after she feell asleep when we were all watching a movie...and when I told her what happened his response was "She was throwing herself on me, she was trying to saduce me" so after all this time being friends with her shes losing trust for ME! awesome...

My own family wont take me in...they say they care and they'll be there if I need to talk...but I dont need to talk...I need a bed to sleep in, somewhere to shower...
The only plan I have right now is to go stay with my friend Kayla and her Husband in Hawaii for a while. She'd be paying for my plane ticket, I'd have no rent, and they'd buy most of the food...I would obviously need to find a job or I wont be welcome there, and will have to drive her around and take care of her during her pregnancy because her husband is in the Navy and will be going away soon. But it would be a good way to save up money so I can come back to NH and get my own place. The only issue is that I cant go there for at least another month...so I dont know what to do in the time between...:-/

everything just kind of really sucks right now...

[Amanda <3]

lol thanks everyone I'm sure things will work out just fine...and thanks Sh|nk, would love to but you live too far away :-P I dont want to drive that far

[Sh|nK]

im tellin ya love, come here, i can put you up, you dont even have to have sex with me lol

[aslam ansari]

i m soo sorry for that

[aslam ansari]

hi dear