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Well I have been experimenting withthe new Bolt site, and some friends want me to continue here despite the fact that i started with Bolt, so I guess i will copy and paste on both sites, even though it seems as if I am on the top list again on Bolt. NEWay, I will start by talking about the last 3 days including today (if I can remember lol).
Well as usual my tuesday was quite big due to the fact that tuesdays always are. NEway my class started in the morning with the script anaylisis, and we had done Oedipus rex over class, and spoke a bit about it. After that it was off to dialects class, where surprisingly, I got a high score on my Southern monologue, because i did not remember the piece, I actually used the cheat sheet, and used it like a prop, and got the full points. the professor had said that it was because of the fact that I said "I will be reading Chipman" rather than "I will be presenting..." but I had done pretty well on the monologue, and I used my lines as a prop, as the script did call for, yet i know that another theatre professor would never have approved and would have called it cheating (lol) . After Dielects it was off to my math where I had finished my exam, but I do not think i done so well on it. then a Student government meeting afterward. and after the meeting was over, my friend had made it slip out that the "Dating game thing" was in about an end. so since he told me, I was pretty ok with it because I felt that he deserved her, so I just decided to go out on my own afterward, and think how I was going to pretend that i did not know, and do a secretively give something, then act heartbroken, but I was planning all this when i went to my favorite place that i used to hang out in before I started hanging with the young college students. And plenty of bartenders and waitress were happy to se me all over again, and i ended up having some free shots by them, yet also watched my intake, since I was driving.
Well wednesday rolls around, and i had my onne class for the day of Auditioning, and as I predicted it was the other group doing their auditions, yet we had to be very distractive, and it did break peoples concentrationas fun at the same time. After that I went to lunch, and then the "LunchBox Theatre" and the scenic designer of the theatre Dept had spoken about the way many things work in this department. Also I was taped shut on the lips for the afternoon, for womens rights across the world. the RHA was sponcering a "Red Tape" event where many had wore it around their shoulder, while I chose to werar it around my mouth, since I know in some countries women do not have voiuces, and are treated poorly. After that I was off to Montrose, to do my duties there, yet not many people had any concerns, and so i just dropped off the intent forms for Student Government. After that i was off to Speech practice, where my Captain had told me that the "Dating game thing was back on again, and so i had decided that he will make up for it during Kareoke later that night. Well kareoke went nicely, yet one other friend had shown up, and (the one that was referred to as Self Centered bitch a while back) and she was trying to get me to hook up with the dating game partner, yet my captain was also trying to hook back up with "Self Centered bitch' despite the fact that she is supposedly engaged. however, I think that they both admitted their love for each other secretivle, in some sort of obvious way, I could almost tell from the beginning that somehow that they love each other despite their feauds and diffrences. Well after that it was off to the room, where some had gathered back to wathc "Rocky Horror picture Show" and i had done most of tha participations till about the middle part, since i did not know every "audience participation" stuff.
now it comes down to Thursday which was filled as usual, but not as busy, and by that I mean that it was mostly an observing day because of the fact that my first class we watched Eiodopis rex in script anaylisis, and then it was off to my dialects class where it was also watching a movie that had Brooklyn dialect (New York) since that will be the next study, and after that it was off to my math class, where things just got crazy. But the day was not started so well, since I had gotten up late, and so i did not have time to shower or clean up, so i just went straight to my classes, and just played the part that I was sick (and in some ways i actually was, since the cold weather kind of gets to me. But that was pretty much my day for classes. After classes i was off to dinner, and i had met up with my captain (or at least he met up with me) and so we ate together. Then a friend from the floor had joined us as well and we were getting into conversation about going to the club and stuff, as well as probably "getting some" yet this conversation i guess put me in a really poor depressive stage, so far down that it almost lead to my suisidal attempt. I had the note and everything typed up, and my belt in the closet, but thanks to the captain arriving, I guess he had helpe out quite a bit, and I feel ever so stuuuooopid and sad that I would ever do such a thing. Other things had gotten me up as well after my captain and best friend left, i got some spiritual guidance from EWTN since I was flipping through channels, and it was like God lead me there, plus I looked up the counseling services, and will probably make an appointment to visit a psycologist in the morning since on fridays they are only open from 8-11 but are open weekdays from 8-5. Perhaps I need to balance my chemicals in the brain, and that is why I want to see a psycologist, because i have been having "suicidal thoughts" lately, and so I want to get some medications to balance out these chemicals. I know that BHS is providing free services to students, and so I will do that.
Well as usual my tuesday was quite big due to the fact that tuesdays always are. NEway my class started in the morning with the script anaylisis, and we had done Oedipus rex over class, and spoke a bit about it. After that it was off to dialects class, where surprisingly, I got a high score on my Southern monologue, because i did not remember the piece, I actually used the cheat sheet, and used it like a prop, and got the full points. the professor had said that it was because of the fact that I said "I will be reading Chipman" rather than "I will be presenting..." but I had done pretty well on the monologue, and I used my lines as a prop, as the script did call for, yet i know that another theatre professor would never have approved and would have called it cheating (lol) . After Dielects it was off to my math where I had finished my exam, but I do not think i done so well on it. then a Student government meeting afterward. and after the meeting was over, my friend had made it slip out that the "Dating game thing" was in about an end. so since he told me, I was pretty ok with it because I felt that he deserved her, so I just decided to go out on my own afterward, and think how I was going to pretend that i did not know, and do a secretively give something, then act heartbroken, but I was planning all this when i went to my favorite place that i used to hang out in before I started hanging with the young college students. And plenty of bartenders and waitress were happy to se me all over again, and i ended up having some free shots by them, yet also watched my intake, since I was driving.
Well wednesday rolls around, and i had my onne class for the day of Auditioning, and as I predicted it was the other group doing their auditions, yet we had to be very distractive, and it did break peoples concentrationas fun at the same time. After that I went to lunch, and then the "LunchBox Theatre" and the scenic designer of the theatre Dept had spoken about the way many things work in this department. Also I was taped shut on the lips for the afternoon, for womens rights across the world. the RHA was sponcering a "Red Tape" event where many had wore it around their shoulder, while I chose to werar it around my mouth, since I know in some countries women do not have voiuces, and are treated poorly. After that I was off to Montrose, to do my duties there, yet not many people had any concerns, and so i just dropped off the intent forms for Student Government. After that i was off to Speech practice, where my Captain had told me that the "Dating game thing was back on again, and so i had decided that he will make up for it during Kareoke later that night. Well kareoke went nicely, yet one other friend had shown up, and (the one that was referred to as Self Centered bitch a while back) and she was trying to get me to hook up with the dating game partner, yet my captain was also trying to hook back up with "Self Centered bitch' despite the fact that she is supposedly engaged. however, I think that they both admitted their love for each other secretivle, in some sort of obvious way, I could almost tell from the beginning that somehow that they love each other despite their feauds and diffrences. Well after that it was off to the room, where some had gathered back to wathc "Rocky Horror picture Show" and i had done most of tha participations till about the middle part, since i did not know every "audience participation" stuff.
now it comes down to Thursday which was filled as usual, but not as busy, and by that I mean that it was mostly an observing day because of the fact that my first class we watched Eiodopis rex in script anaylisis, and then it was off to my dialects class where it was also watching a movie that had Brooklyn dialect (New York) since that will be the next study, and after that it was off to my math class, where things just got crazy. But the day was not started so well, since I had gotten up late, and so i did not have time to shower or clean up, so i just went straight to my classes, and just played the part that I was sick (and in some ways i actually was, since the cold weather kind of gets to me. But that was pretty much my day for classes. After classes i was off to dinner, and i had met up with my captain (or at least he met up with me) and so we ate together. Then a friend from the floor had joined us as well and we were getting into conversation about going to the club and stuff, as well as probably "getting some" yet this conversation i guess put me in a really poor depressive stage, so far down that it almost lead to my suisidal attempt. I had the note and everything typed up, and my belt in the closet, but thanks to the captain arriving, I guess he had helpe out quite a bit, and I feel ever so stuuuooopid and sad that I would ever do such a thing. Other things had gotten me up as well after my captain and best friend left, i got some spiritual guidance from EWTN since I was flipping through channels, and it was like God lead me there, plus I looked up the counseling services, and will probably make an appointment to visit a psycologist in the morning since on fridays they are only open from 8-11 but are open weekdays from 8-5. Perhaps I need to balance my chemicals in the brain, and that is why I want to see a psycologist, because i have been having "suicidal thoughts" lately, and so I want to get some medications to balance out these chemicals. I know that BHS is providing free services to students, and so I will do that.
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