Thursday already...Geeze-o-whiz. This is my life as of late. Dates, crazy friends, boyfriends,and butter.

[Heather C]

Where did the week go? Someone tell me? Also, whats with the creepy guys trying to talk to me lately? No thanks. No Moroccan men for me. I'll stick to the american men, italian, or french si vou plais. Its super hot in this house, and I'm sleeping on my couch because so far my den is the only room with air conditioning. Hopefully that will be taken care of today. I can wait for my trip to Maryland in June, this should be fun. I've confirmed that my cousin, who is basically a local celebrity on the 98 rock radio station, will be there. He's been working way too much. This worries me.One of my really good lady friends has a guy or two she wants me to meet....insisting that theyre handsome and charming and would make excellent boyfriends, or something more serious than that...lol. I love her, but her taste in men, well, so far I want to kill her last 2 ex boyfriends. My other friend, has similar ideas, and I must say, even though I have someone, the guys shes introduced me to have never disappointed me. Ironically, her boyfriend has asked me to stay over night with him, and possibly her too... he actually said if and when I move back to Md, I should move in, as in he wants me to have my own room there. I find this a very sweet guesture, and have talked to my friend about it, and she seems ok, but is a bit upset because he hasnt formally invited her to move in with him, and theyve been together for almost 3 years. Shes going to give him a timeline and then an ultimatum, she wants to move in and by year three, she wants a ring. I love her, and ultimately advise her never to do this to a man, besides, usually it never works out the way you want it to...and I wouldnt know how to be friends with him if she ever broke up with him. Oddly enough, I sort of have a "date" thing with the one guy my friend introduced me to, David. It was sort of arranged as a double date, while me and my guy werent together at a certain moment in time. Its a friendly thing, but I know how to turn David 10 shades of red just by mentioning the word "Butter" because last time we went out together, my dear girly friend decides to throw a packet of butter and it lands right in my cleavage... and you know, a teenager just happens to walk by and witness this as it happens...and for the rest of that date, I had a fan, who kept walking by.... but none the less, on other occasions when it was just me and David, going out alone, hes a perfect gentleman, and I think hes adorable when he loses his composure and turns red and cant stop smiling... He truly has an awesome smile. Since Im his "girlfriend" that can stand indian food, we might go back to indian palace... his other real girlfriend, cant stand indian food, and niether does his other friends...

I was almost woo-ed last night, out at the roadhouse. I had the best steak of my life, and the appetizer was ordered for me...kinda romantic, kinda old fashioned...David actually used to do this for me as well... he said things like " my lady will have the chicken masala, and she will have this wine, blah blah" Its so cute when guys do that, some women cant stand it, but if a guy knows what you want, and wants to take care of everything for you... then by all means I'm melting at that point. Hey its better than it being the other way around...Man that was a fun evening though... he walked me there, there were candles, the even the water was in a wineglass, and he gets the chairs, put my napkin on my lap, and we had real conversation about his life during the time he was in war, how he learned to cook from his mother, and what a real spaghetti sauce should taste like. I just want to relive something similar to that. I miss going to brunch with my girls, going out dancing, and even I was shy around this one guy my friend insisted on me dancing with. lol. I miss going to the bar with my Chris, and my other two good friends....I miss kissing my girlfriend, shes basically a girlfriend, but we hadnt gotten too far before I moved...and theres just so many things Im ready to go back to. I miss my man, I never really see him, we never talk anymore, and I feel like all of thats slipping away, and I really thought it would eventually end up in a good solid place, but I still have doubts about that...Work is going slow, my last conference call is monday, and I missed the other one. Shame on me. lol Oh well... I had better things to do like go to the zoo. Special times with special people are the most important, right? Well.... any thoughts on this insanely long blod...drop on by anytime.
xoxoxo Heather