“The illusion of freedom will continue as long as it's profitable to continue the illusion. At the point where the illusion becomes too expensive to maintain, they will just take down the scenery, they will pull back the curtains, they will move the tables and chairs out of the way and you will see the brick wall at the back of the theater.”

― Frank Zappa…

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A little late.. but whatever! Haven't been on this thing in awhile so I decided I would pop by.

Hope you guys have a good, happy, healthy year!

.. And remember... Ron Paul 2012! ( DOO IT. DOOOO ITTTTT.)

sorry I just had to sneak that in there.

I got my new Bike!!



This is my old one

it was so pretty and blue.

I wish I wasn't such a shorty :p





And this is my new one

It's no where as cool looking as my first, but its a bike and I finally can ride around… Continue

Darlings,





Why do I always rush into things.



For the past 3 weeks I had been eyeing this really sweet bike and today I finally got it.

It was around $430.

I asked the guy if they can lower the seat and he did, and said if I needed it lowered down just ask. So I tried it out and that fucker was still too high. I could barley get my legs around the damn thing to hop on and when I do, I am barely on my tippy toes.

So he took off the reflector lights and I… Continue

I seriously don't know how the fuck it happened again.

But I got key logged again, and this time they got my hotmail account.

And with that, they got my wow account, which already got compromised, 2 months ago so I probably won't be able to restore anything again.



But honestly, I don't care about that at this point.

What I am worried about is all the important information I have in my mailbox.

Ugh. I am so pissed. Who knows if I will even be able to restore that… Continue

Darlins;



First of all, thanks for all your wishes in good health, etc.

So I went to the Doctor today and he did some little tests on me. It wasn't a transient ischemic attack, but it also isn't just nothing either.



The Doctor seemed very puzzled as to what it could possibly be.

He asked the nurse in the front desk to book me an appointment with a neurologist within the next 2 days, and if she is unable to he wants me to go the emergency ASAP.

I'm kind of… Continue

Darlings;



It's been awhile since I have posted.

Why I am doing it now, when I should be in bed, considering I need to wake at 3:30am, I don't know.

I am finally going to do to the doctors tomorrow about this numb-ness I am feeling from my left foot all the way up to my underside of my left breast.

It all started maybe 4 days ago. I didn't think anything of it but it is starting to freak me out a little.

I am worried I got a transient ischemic attack or some… Continue

Darlings',



No cigarettes, it's fucking hot, I can't sleep!

Perhaps I'm just relived that I don't have to be succumbed to a single oz of customer service tomorrow as it's my day off.

I tell you, 3 years of doing the same shit, dealing with the same shit 5-6 days a week you really start to hate the human populace.

I've lost almost all hope for us. =/



Well I don't really 'blog' much because I never really know what to say, and I highly doubt people are… Continue

I am hoping this T3 kicks in very soon because this pain is unbearable.

We've lost it all, but in the ashes we've found what's been gone for so long.

From the deepest pain comes the greatest joy. Remember that if nothing else.

And those days we spent our nights running from are never far behind. We owe them nothing, but we'll never get away.

So we'll pay our debt with blood and sweat from these moments. Just words and the hearts where they were born. Our pockets are as

empty as our heads, and that's just how it should be.

We're sick and… Continue

AT 5 MINUTES AND 6 SECONDS AFTER 4 A.M., ON THE 8TH OF JULY,
THIS YEAR, THE TIME AND DATE WILL BE:

04:05:06 07-08-09!

THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN UNTIL THE YEAR 3009!!!.

..
Too bad the world ends in 2012

Goodnight.