I have asked myself this question repeatedly when looking at my bolt page, sans the comments of friends or readers, or notices that anything at all had occurred on this network regarding me or my online presence: why bother? I questioned the purpose, in all honesty, of having anything other than a Facebook or twitter account. I have come to the conclusion, that between this and my other blogs, it is a sort of private residence on the web. Where Facebook and twitter are almost public…

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Well todays been really lame, work was boring and slow and i came home to kids fighting with each other, yesterday one of my old friends apologized to me and admitted she was wrong but she always said something that made me think.

she told me she was pissed because i let everyone walk all over me and that i'm pretty much a molded zombie of what she thinks other people wanna see of me.

in other words she said that i'm controlled and have been made into a silent sad…

So i've noticed alot of people use tumblr now, i dont think i could actually use it because i really dont think i have anything intresting to share with people, i usually use these blog sites to get my feelings out instead or bottling them up.

does anyone know how i feel?

or an i just going slightly crazy?

In this world filled with sorrow

I'm always alone

No one there to rescue me

Two for two, that's what I say

For the two of us

Not to be separated

As the bright sun kisses me

I do not percieve

The wind, slowly howling

the final moment comes at last!!! the weather is not good here. it is so cold for us to stand...but i can feel little about the weather as my bf is on my side supporting me... at the 1st part of the exam, i am still so nervous and frightend that i can feel my hands shaking hard. after 3hours' writing and thinking, the 1st part of the exam is over. while finishing it, i rushed out hurrily as some monster is running after me. no, there is no any monster there, but there is someone i…

I love and adore the song (my heart will go on) It’s so beautiful and cheers me up in every way, it really does show truthful words about love and life. As I listen to the musical instrumental version from that song, im stood standing looking out my grandparents bedroom window and seeing how beautiful life trully is! All the world is created beautifully and heavenly in every aspect of knowledge but human beings choose how reality goes, but in my heart my lovely wonderness of loving…