Devour my meat Inhale my soul“"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?”

sa·do·mas·och·ism
Pronunciation: \ˌsā-(ˌ)dō-ˈma-sə-ˌki-zəm, ˌsa-, -ˈma-zə-\
: the derivation of pleasure from the infliction of physical or mental pain either on others or on oneself