Well todays been really lame, work was boring and slow and i came home to kids fighting with each other, yesterday one of my old friends apologized to me and admitted she was wrong but she always said something that made me think.

she told me she was pissed because i let everyone walk all over me and that i'm pretty much a molded zombie of what she thinks other people wanna see of me.

in other words she said that i'm controlled and have been made into a silent sad…

So i've noticed alot of people use tumblr now, i dont think i could actually use it because i really dont think i have anything intresting to share with people, i usually use these blog sites to get my feelings out instead or bottling them up.

does anyone know how i feel?

or an i just going slightly crazy?

Actual Lyrics

This is the first day of my life

Swear I was born right in the doorway

I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed

They're spreading blankets on the beach



Yours was the first face that I saw

I think I was blind before I met you

I don't know where I am, I don't know where I've been

But I know where I want to go



So I thought I'd let you know

That these…