So today i met with the psycho doctor. I like her she seems like she knows whats goin on with me and is giving me what i need to stay "normal". See over the summer i had fell off the band wagon, i got out of a relationship that i thought was gonna last in july when i miscarried (he broke up with me), and i was stayin with a few friends at the beach. Well i found out about my ex hubby remarrying my "best" friend, i guess she wasnt that good of a friend to begin with cause she had his baby in… Continue

Today was a fairly decent day. I set up the christmas tree with my son and got it decorated. After dinner he fell asleep and i went to taylors house to chill, get out of the house really. I dunno every time i go over there yea i have fun but its just like it could be more fun if i had someone there with me, and not as in friends either. I have been single for too long or atleast thats how it seems to me. I am not used to being alone for 5 almost 6 months, and i look around and see that most… Continue