My Not So Shitty Week of April :)

So, the day before yesterday kinda sucked, but in the end, one of my best friends took me over to my boyfriend's house to spend time and the night with him. That was sweet of her and I'm forever in constant debt to her for things like that, but I know she'll never accept anything unless she absolutely needs me, and believe me, I will be there to the best of my physical capabilities. Yesterday, however, was a pretty good damn day. Went to psychology class, skipped chemistry lecture for my appointment because I didn't feel like leaving mid-hour, but turned out he let the class out early and I could have been there for the "whole class period". Oh well. Then, I went to my appointment, got back on birth control, will be on the shot as soon as I get my next period, which is cool, because I hear that is more affective, and the nurse there, herself, told me it was. My boyfriend, seeing the flaw of anything like a normal man would sees that one in a billion chance that I could still accidentally get pregnant. I understand his worries, and respect that and if we have to we can just not have sex, that's absolutely fine with me, but when I told him he thought I sounded somewhat disgruntled or whatever, I really didn't mean to, I was just trying to soothe things, because I hate it when people worry and it has to do with me, especially at a large scale. The three most important people I don't want worrying about me: Me, You and Everyone We Know. (lol) So today, my boyfriend's sister will show up, so that's always a plus, however, someone that most of our group (which by no means is a cliche, we are all very unique persons) dislike will be making a show on, as my best friend put it, "our turf". (lol) I try not to 'lol' so much in my blogs, but goddamn this one is kinda funny, you gotta admit. Anyways, hopefully after I get raped by my math exam later in the day, we can go for a walk or/and swimming...haven't done either for a while, and I love exploring the buildings in town, I just hope most aren't already closed by then. Tomorrow is Friday the 17th of April. This is one of the two dates on my shoulder blade and it kinda burns as I think about it. It's my deceased Uncle's birthday and the day that one of my friends from high school passed away my junior year, the week before our Junior Prom. That sucked bad, but we made it though. My boyfriend was friends with him too and got a memorial tattoo of our high school mascot in a very cool design on his leg. After I got my tattoo, he got another tattoo on his arm. I hope to get mine a touch up with a better tattoo artist and perhaps another one someday. I hope that if I eventually go in to have them take a look at it, if they take pictures, I can convince them not to display the name and dates, because it makes me a little paranoid to have that kind of information out in the world for just anyone to see considering the way he died. (He was murdered, and we don't know who exactly, nor do I really want to in fear of what I'd do if I did.) Anyways, it's pretty cool that I'm getting back in touch with a blog, I kinda like that...just typing my thoughts out without a care in the world, because anyone I know here, I don't know in person. So that helps, I guess. Not that I really care if anyone read this...I might put an RSS Feed for Facebook anyways. Time to start my day now, though. Adios.
  • SirReal Killer

    you write very well & have interesting thoughts....

    sorry to hear about the guy that got murdered. that's always a sad sad story...