Honestly, I can't stand my father.

He asks me what he did to deserve disrespect from me.. I should ask what he's done to earn respect. The answer to that would be absolutely nothing. He has never been there for me, he's not a man anyone should look up to, he's a bad influence, he can get downright mean if you don't jump when he says jump -_- He's never hit me, but he said if I keep back talking (which I really don't do) he said he'll probably end up slapping me one day for it. I don't say it out loud, but I know if he ever tries to slap me or spank me I'll call the cops. Spanking is for correcting a little kid, not a 17 year old girl. I want him gone, out of my life, never want to see him again. Gah! Can I really take another year of his crap?! I can't get my mom to kick him out, she says she won't be able to pay the bills because he job doesn't pay that well, but he barely contributes anyhow! She's always having to buy his cigarettes and give him money for gas, hell, the $250 he pays towards the house's monthly payment my mom probably gives back to him through frickin cigarette and gas money! I'm jealous of people who have a dad that actually spends time with them, must be pretty great.