Confused Badly!!!!!!!!!!

For years now i have been dealing with PPL (women,girls or whatever) just wanting to hang for popularity. Yes i have a good job, as so so life and i fight in the midwest cage championship. I've tried beeing nice to all who know me. not once have i ever put down any of those who i know.

I guess the issue is im tired of being the person they run to when shit gets hard. I am easy going but it never fails when i wana be alone. what i mean by being alone is; spending time with someone im interested in.

The person im trying to get to know has now since moved on. Today is my fresh begining! My hopes are to get some advice as to me looking for companionship or shall i sit back and keep doing what im doing?

Thanks!