Death Fixation

Oh how I love death, darkness. The more I think about it, the more life it brings into my heart. Death is inevitable, always growing closer day by day. Never too far but never too close. Doesn't it sound a bit like life? Life is so close to us that we want to push it away, always a bit further. Have you ever thought of how your life would be...without contraception ? Nigrum nigrius nigro (*a black that is blacker than black), is the stage where no light can be found. No life. Nothingness reigns totally. In that complete darkness, life can emerge unexpectedly. Even the smallest of light seems like a thousand of stars, like a child born into the world. Creation. When in existance, death may seems like the deepest of seas, but it's the same experience of pleintude. How can one be partialy alive or be partialy dead ...*sigh* Darkness is glorious because of all the life it can contain. ... O.K. I'll stop before I continue 3 more pages on this subject.