Being a single Mom!!!!

♥Being a single mom isn't no easy chore!! that is what i am going to choose to call it!! It's a every minute of the day thing!! You are always being called "mommy i need this, mommy i need that, or help mommy" Those are the best words in the world seeing that your little one needs your help! There are moments that I don't think that I am going to be able to do it but god gives me the strength that I need to get through the days that are hard to handle. I can remember a time that i had a break down and i didn't mean to do it in front of him but he dropped what he was doing came and sat in my lap and he looked at me and said mommy stop crying it's alright and that I LOVE YOU!! I love hearing those three words come from his mouth. I know that i have to keep doing what i am doing, because in the end it's all for him. I am a college student and when i graduate with my assoicates degree he will be just going into 1st grade. When guys find out that i do have a kid most are okay with it but there are others that aren't Well i have news for you we are a package deal it's both of us or you don't get one of us!!! My son is my world and he comes first!!! I am glad that i have chose to do it while he is young and not while he is a teenager! i have learned they cost a lot more at an older age!!! I am really blessed to have a lot of people in my life that love me and support me in "Being a single mom" I have been a single mom since my son was 1 and a half and i have been enjoying every moment from his words to him growing up to be a gentleman. as for his dad i have to say that he is a great guy but he is missing out on awhole lot some of you may read this and it sounds like a plea but it's not it is nothing close to that. What i am trying to say is he needs to start coming around more often!!! Sooner or later Issac is going to start thinking "Oh my daddy don't want anything to do with me because he never comes around" what do you want your son to hate you? I don't think that you do? So step up and be a man about it and start seeing your son!! That is a ll i am doing!! Here is my saying it takes a lot to be a mom but it takes more to be a single mom!!!! I love you Issac Allen!!! Mommy will walk to world and back for you!!!! Me and you!!!♥