Dating

Current mood: bummed Category: Romance and Relationships I woke up this morning feeling a little sick.. I wanted to sleep in and so did my boyfriend our first words were. Can you get her ready (thats me) Why dont you get her ready thats where it all began was from that So i guess Ive been walking around my house in a pissy mood in all. Which I do care but Im used to do everything myself sometimes its hard for me to ask for help when I need it the most and i guess I expected my own boyfriend see the struggles I go through and lend a helping hand more often. I have such high expections around me which leads to me ending up feeling like shit cause I dont ask for help when needed. But when you get used to a" NO" Can you blame me or understand why I sometimes take it to far to which I really dont need to but it gets that way alot. I dont try to hurt the people around me at all it just seems that way i guess.. For me I would pay more attention to how im telling you how i feel and pay close attention on how I talk as well. Trust me you know when im upset/angry and all that good stuff well also 9 out of 10 me being angry has to deal with the situation more to the person Im with or who ever is around me at that time. I know my boyfriend is here now and i should accept that in every way I can right now but whats to stop him from leaving me in the end? Im not saying hes like the rest but what Im saying is I see the same routine over and over just a different guy is all. So to the guys at least from my point of view you might understand why us women compare you to another guy. Some guys have a lot of the same traits as to most womens ex assholes. For us women we have alot of traits that men look at as well thats why you men compare us to your ex's you see the same routine as we do or some anyway but is that really healthy to look at? Is it really the focus of your current relationship cause if you think of how your current girl is acting towards you and she reminds you of your ex that you cant stand you might not want to go forward with your current relationship. Is it really fair to your current girl? She doesnt know how your ex's act or any of them acted towards you. (she) Im referring to me and all the women around the world who is going through the same thing as I am. I happy in love with my man. I love everything about him its just lately I feel like I some how get him mad me and Dont know how to deal with or what to do with it. I even get him upset with me when im down and out. How in the hell I do that I dont know nor do I really pay attention that much. Hes the first to see me go into a some what of a melt down. For the first time I thought I would still be able to sleep in at times but not all the time you know just once in a while I dont know like twice a week even if thats on weekends but do you have to take me serious as well? I dont show that much emotion as well so I guess you can say we are in the same but you are more different than I