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MY CIRCUMSTANCES WIT MR RIGHT SEEMS TO BE ALL MY MIND CAN THINK OF. IT HAUNTS ME ALL DAY LONG. WHEN I SEE THE TRACES OF HIM AND ANOTHER IT LITERALLY MAKES ME SICK TO MY STOMACH, CAUSES ME WATERY EYES AND THE FEELING OF TOTAL DEFEAT. NOW REALITY IS STARTING TO SET IN WITH ME... MR RIGHT IS HAPPY WHERE HE IS AT. WHY DO I WANT TO COME IN AND INTERFERE WITH HIS HAPPINESS CONSIDERING THE FACT I LEFT HIM ALL ALONE? I AM GOING TO GROW UP AND BE HAPPY FOR YOU AND HER, I HOPE SHE TREATS YOU LIKE THE BLESSING YOU ARE CAUSE BAE U REALLY ARE. KARMA IS REAL AND SHOULD NOT BE PLAYED WITH ITS THE WORSE FEELING IN THE WORLD WHEN IT DOES COME BACK. (SIGH) LOVE REALLY SUCKS!!! BUT NOW ON TO THE BIGGER REALITY FACING ME... COLLEGE!! I AM VERY AMPED ABOUT THIS NEW JOURNEY IN LIFE BUT THERE IS THAT SLIGHT FEELING OF NERVOUSNESS PRESENT TOO. WITH THE LORD ON MY SIDE, I FEEL LIKE NOTHING IS TOO HARD TO CONQUER AND THERE ARE ENDLESSS POSSIBLITIES. JESUS I JUST WANNA TAKE TIME OUT AND LET U KNOW I AM TRULY GRATEFUL FOR THE MANY BLESSING U SHOWER UPON ME AND I ASK FOR YOUR GUIDANCE THROUGH OUT ALL MY DAYS. THOUGH MY LOVE LIFE HAS ME FEELING A TAD BIT LONELY AND DOWN I ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT U WILL NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE AND THAT I SHOULD ALWAYS REJOICE IN YOUR NAME. JESUS THANK U FOR HELPING ME WITH THESE UNAVOIDABLE EVENTS OF LIFE. THE SUN IS OUT!! AND THE DAYS ARE LONG!! EVERYTHING AND EVERYBODY SHOULD BE >>>ALL SMILES< :-D