Mother Has Brain Tumor.

I can't effing believe it. That it's real. The MRI shows its more like a tangerine, not 2 tumors like a small egg. Def bigger, it's 4.5 x 6.4 x 6-something centimeters. Tuesday they're gonna insert dye, but they have to put it in a catheter through her leg all the freaking way up to her head. The tumor is feeding off of a bunch of little veins but the big 1 it could b feeding off of would need to b reconstructed if it is supplying it, they can't exactly cut off that supply coz its feeding her brain tissue as well. It's possible that it's just resting up against it, but that vein has narrowed where the tumor has invaded its space. All the other little veins they would otherwise glue or something to keep the blood from flowing in coz its easier to perform surgery & less messy. Also happens to start starving aka killing the tumor, but when I asked they confirmed that new veins would just form if we left it at that. So. Either way they're gonna have to get the tumor out THEN biopsy it but apparently these types aren't commonly cancerous. Just venting. It's late. Hung out w 2 lil kids from Idaho, they were totally sweet for me but their mother was horrible and humiliating & mocking them and actually smacked, and I mean SMACKED the back of her sons head & he's not even in grade school, & he had big scabs all over his face. I wanted to teach that "woman" a lesson, but I couldn't have managed it without violence...aaand I've never really hit someone. Seriously wanted to make my debut though. Made me grateful for my amazing parents. Even if my mom, personality and all, has been missing/sick for 2 years I had 24 good ones with her. I'm a lucky girl there. Don't plan on running my luck out. Okay. Ventttt out. Gotta sleep at some point. U know they have chairs that swivel out into awesome cots? They do. Fo'real.

Thanks guys. :-)) I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!! Smell the roses n'crap. ;0) Night.