Again?

I'm trying to be social, again. What stopped me in the first place some may ask. The answer is simple. I sometimes get into an extremely negative state of mind. When I'm like this, I tend to make an ass of myself. No, really. I can be the biggest asshole you ever met if I'm in a negative state of mind. My shameful posts on Newgrounds, under the name of B1gR3dC4t, are proof enough of that.

Now for some questions some may have. Will I be doing more video game blogs? No. Unless I get requests to do more, I won't. I leave everything game related either on group and forum posts or my Youtube account, LaughingFurry.

Speaking of furries, do I have any strange fetishes? Sexy eating contests. I'll say it straight forward, I have a thing for eating contests. Although I don't watch as often as any other fetishist. There's other fetish related and fetish perceived stuff I like, but they're mostly out of curiosity or fascination. That and I have a twisted sense of humor. For example, Bambi Blaze. She does videos that involve her breasts blowing up and her belly blowing up, all with balloon suits. For others, it's arousal. For me, it's the funniest shit in the world. Especially the way she acts. "Oh, that candy makes my belly so big it hurts so much." It may sound weird, but I find dialogue like that to be hilarious.

Now, is there anything specific I'm looking for here? Well, a girlfriend would be nice. No, she doesn't have to stuff herself. She can be pretty thin and I wouldn't care, although I find chubby to be cute, even attractive. Despite my youtube name, she don't need to do any weird yiff shit. As surprising as it sounds, most yiff shit creep me out. Because of my love of anime, cat ears would be a plus, nya. Most important thing would be that she's tolerant of my habits. I'm not really "looking" looking, but as I said, it would be nice.

More or less, I'm being active again because I want to be more social. What happened to real life friends? We all live in different towns with different lives and different work schedules. Because of that, we don't get to hang out as much as we want to. Hell, one of my friends from middle school was going to drive up, but didn't because of an upcoming snow storm that was supposed to be severe.

Well, that's that. If I'm inactive, you know why.