The next morning there was a beautiful ray of sunshine from the sunrise that came through the western hotel window upon Jay and Rose as they awoken and happily gazed out at the morning day through the shining window pane. Rose quickly got out of bed and went into the bathroom to get dressed and washed in private. Jay sat up in bed and smiled, thinking that ‘today’s going to be the day’. Jay then got out of bed and got dressed into new clothes and went over to the near window and looked outside. He could see people walking along towards the town, each person doing their everyday things with either rushing to work, to students hurrying to school or college and many other daily routines that ordinary people would usually do for a living. The sunshine in the sky made Jay feel fulfilled with great happiness, and yet he seen unsatisfied faces of people running around worrying and doing things to gain a living of respect or show a reputation, but this sunshine made Jay realize that it was a sign of goodness and freedom. When Rose finished changing in the bathroom, Jay went next to get washed and ready. Jay was very modest about the way he looked, he always tried to look and dress his best. He started shaving and washing his face with shaving cream and he started wetting his hair, as he always loved to look nice and fresh. When both Rose and Jay were fully dressed, washed and organised, they then had breakfast at the coffee table and talked more about last night. ‘I hope you feel much better since last night. I really started to get worried when you told me about the nightmare of your father. And I didn’t mean to be selfish or rude when I said your father doesn’t deserve you, it’s just sometimes I get really angry and annoyed when people treat my friends or family unfairly', said Rose. Jay smiled as he rubbed Rose’s arm which gave a sign of Jay trying to say that it was perfectly fine and that he understood what she meant. ‘Rose it’s not your fault, honestly. We all make our own mistakes. Sadly that must count and include my dad too. We all have our sad and happy moments too, it just all depends how well we all cope with them, which is my task to come to terms with. I must come to the reality that my father mightn’t accept or understand me since he wasn’t there for me during the most important times of my life, especially as a child growing up. My goal isn’t to create amends with my father. I don’t want to repair or forget those lost years that I never momentarily experienced with him or that he missed, but instead I want to prove him and everyone else and most importantly myself about the person I’m so nearly becoming and believing in, from achieving my dreams and faithfully understanding my life purpose.’ Rose couldn’t possibly reply or comment on Jay’s words or choice, since she knew that he was making the right one. Jay then changed their conversation topic to something more reassuring, they talked more about the memories they discovered and gained together as friends. Memories and experiences that are bigger and mean more than the ones they ever made or had with anyone in their families. After their funny discussion about the times they loved at ‘The Mountain Of Memories’. Jay and Rose then got their jackets or coats and suitcases and were about to leave the hotel room until Jay looked back once more and realized this place was full of meaningful and reassuring memories too, just like all the places Jay and Rose would seek and travel. Jay closed the stiff door behind him as he then followed Rose down the hallway at the reception area. The lazy man they seen last night had gone. What Jay and Rose didn’t know is that the man from the reception area had being fired last night by the employer when he was found sleeping on the counter when visitors complained about their arrival to such an inexperienced place. When Rose was about to thank the new receptionist for their stay, Jay nearly had to laugh because the last one looked as if he slept too little, and this one looked as if she slept too much that her eyes were wide sighted that she looked either very serious or drugged up to the eyeballs. The receptionist didn’t give a reaction to Rose’s thanking, the woman looked too determined and busy into her computering work that she didn’t even notice that any person was near the counter, so Jay and Rose left the hotel in a bad mood. ‘You see Jay, it isn’t always the lazy ones who are dame right ignorant.’ ‘Your right Rose, I see that now...’ ‘Which is why we shouldn’t judge anyone by their character anymore, unless we really know all there is to know about them and even about what they’re going through or went through that might have targeted them to be this or that way.’ ‘Very true Rose, good point’, said Jay. They both then walked to the theatre as it started to rain when they left the hotel. The annoying part for Rose and Jay was that they were seeing the fact that all other people in the town drove in vehicles and Jay and Rose were the only ones running on foot. When they arrived inside of the theatre, their clothes from top to bottom were drenched and soaked from the heavy rain. They looked around and seen that nobody was around, it was very quiet. Jay and Rose then walked up the staircase and went into Marian’s office but she wasn’t there so they just stood out at the balcony and looked around at the empty stage down below them. For a few moments Jay and Rose waited patiently for someone to arrive, either Marian or the talent scouts but they didn’t so Jay then somehow instantly remembered about the magical room and he then persuaded Rose in coming along with him to have one more sneak peak with the both of them this time, and she gladly agreed to go with him. Jay didn’t wait another second, he walked over to the magical doorway and seen that through the keyhole there was a ray of gold shining out. This represented the perfect friendship between Jay and Rose. They walked inside the room and seen that it wasn’t a sight of an indoor place anymore but an outside sight of heavenly nature there was. It seemed impossible for all this to be true in both of their minds, as this wasn’t a room anymore but a new world that was yet awaiting them to achieve creating. When the door closes, the reality is that they’ll have to find another way back to earth. Jay and Rose didn’t dare look back in worry but instead they walked forward through this pathway that showed them the journeys that they already made before their present lifetime. They see tranquillity and peace surrounding them everywhere. There was no other people yet in sight, but all animals and birds followed them in such a rush that it looked as if all the guiding creatures were protecting Jay and Rose from all the doubts ahead. Jay was so curious and amazed by his new wonderful surroundings, he wondered how all this was happening, so he asked Rose if she knew how. ‘Rose, what just happened?’. ‘I don’t know Jay.. I think we suddenly collapsed the second we entered the room, just like I did the last time I entered the room. I think our spirits are trying to show us something here.’ ‘What would they want to show us?’, Jay wondered. ‘I don’t know Jay, our destiny or reason to been on earth perhaps. I don’t know for sure but we’ll just have to wait and see…’ Jay felt like laughing because he knew that he didn’t have any other choice but to wait and see, and even realize what he promised himself to do before he was born and became human. The planet that surrounded them was empty, without buildings and civilization life, all nature and freedom there was. There was no clouds in the sky but there was a closeness of outer space and other planets very near this universe which was crowded with stars above them. It seemed from whatever Rose and Jay felt emotionally, it came out through the weather for them as there was no other people living here, but them as spirit visitors. Whenever they felt scared or alone, the animals came along and surrounded them with guiding love. It seemed that from the last time when Rose or Jay entered the room alone it all was independently about their own inner dreams but this time it all came and collided together in this new world, because as you can see it’s not just a room they're in anymore but a universe of their own that was created by the power of the willing understanding of their friendship. Jay and Rose didn’t know what to do or think, they both just followed this centered pathway which led them to various of different journeys that they were about to take in their present life. Rose suddenly remembered that this place was similar to the spirit journey she had taken with her soul when she entered the room alone. ‘Jay, remember how I told you a few days ago before the show that when I fell unconscious I left my body through spirit? Well this is very much the same.’ Jay didn’t care anymore of how this was all happening or if it was just a dream. He just loved the sight and energy he was getting from this heavenly experience. Jay just nodded and smiled at Rose and continued their walk through this pathway. In the background of their surroundings there was a big distance of spread out green fields. The pathway was coloured golden and you could just about see it from the transparent built up material that it looked like a visible cloud that separates whenever you step through it. In the skies above it was very beautiful to see. Jay adored this magnificent, divine creation of spirit and soul. Through the skies came a falling star that flew by the distant land as it reached this new universe from the unconscious. When the falling star entered this transforming physical planet, the aura of the shining light that was around the star changed into a human with wings. Jay and Rose watched in amazement from a mile apart as the star transformed into their earthly form and fell to the ground when it became human. Jay became shocked that he ran all the way towards this star. ‘Jay wait for me’, Rose said as she tried to keep up with his running speed. Something inside of Jay’s heart told him to save this star from dying, he felt as if he needed to, had to within his free will. The star was lying on her back, facing the sky above. The star had turned into a beautiful young lady who didn’t look to be like anyone from the human race, she looked wonderfully rare to Jay and Rose’s living world. The beautiful young lady had the age of a young adult, she looked around twenty years old to them. The star was sleeping with her eyes closed when Jay reached her destination. From the star landing on this planet she made a crater in the ground, like a comet normally would when exploding on physical grounds. Jay got down on his knees and shook this young star until she awoke, but she didn’t. ‘What is she?’, Rose asked as she watched Jay getting worried. ‘I think she’s a star person’, said Jay. ‘ She’s beautiful, but what is she doing here in our dream world?’, Rose wondered. ‘Yes she’s a star person for sure.. She was sent here as human to tell us something. Something very important that we need to know about ourselves.’ ‘Oh I see what you mean but how do you know all this Jay?’. ‘I don’t know it. I feel it within my gut and instinct at heart. This divine spirit is very important to our soul’s existence. We need to help her stay alive so that we then can learn from her.’ Jay tried to give the star cardiopulmonary restitution, an emergency action you would do when a person becomes out of breath or is suffocating with lack of air or oxygen. Whenever Jay went near the star, a shining sight of blazing light of gold surrounded Jay’s body and healing power came out of his left hand. Rose quickly covered her eyes with her hands as this light was too bright to see. Jay’s element of soul and spirit was family to this unknown star person, but he just didn’t know it yet, but inside himself his heart and soul purely did!
Jay tried lifting the star up into his arms as he wanted to bring her to a more lively atmosphere where life exists more earthly with a surrounded place of nature. “Rose get over here and help me. Help me carry the star away from here”, said Jay. Rose was so shocked and overwhelmed by it all that she couldn’t move. “ What do I do?”, she asked. Jay carried the star person over his shoulder and he needed Rose’s guidance through this. Rose was finding this too much too handle, it left her feeling speechless. It amazed rose in how involved and concerned Jay was for this star as she never seen him so serious or caring towards a person as he just was now. “Common Rose, let’s go. Follow us.” Rose hurried up towards Jay as he walked away. “Wait up for me Jay… Where are we going?” Jay turned back, facing Rose as he said “ Well, we need to find a rainforest because angels feel more lively and energetic around them areas, and it will also make this one become more aware of where she came from, and maybe even show us why we we’re born on earth.” Rose looked all around and hopelessly and said “But Jay, I don’t see anything of the sort. I don’t see any trees or forests or any form of earthly life here for the star person to remember our civilization world. All I see is an empty planet with a vast of distant fields, nothing more.” Jay looked at Rose in a disappointed way “ Well Rose, you need to believe more purely and see more believably. I think you’re seeing emptiness because you’re doubting yourself and your inner sense.” “I don’t understand what you mean?", said Rose in a confused tone. In Jay’s eyes he looked powerfully pure, Rose could see the filled brightness inside him. Rose was seeing a new Jay, a part of Jay’s personality that she never seen in their inconvenient lifetime on earth’s present world of reality. Jay smiled “ Rose please, take my hand… Connect with me.” Jay put out his right hand as he had requested. Rose became stunned, she covered her mouth with her hands. A ball of blazing light of energy appeared from the palm of Jay’s hand, this power came over him whenever he was around the star or higher life forms, and he was still holding the star person on his left shoulder. “Gosh… Jay, look at your hand! It’s full of light and life energy.” Jay looked below at his hands and became surprised as he took Rose’s hand into his so that life can be created with the help of their connected energy and soulful manifesting abilities. When Rose held Jay’s hand while Jay was still holding the star, their world and surroundings had turned into a whirl as time stood still, and they passed through time and space. Rose looked below at her feet and realized that she and Jay we’re in mid-air and off the ground. As Rose and Jay are stood standing in the one spot with the star, the universe seemed to have dragged them along other planets. As they left this specific universe of their dream world, they became spirits with a colour and light. Their surroundings seemed to have been constantly changing as their not in the one planet or universe anymore, but they we’re connected to all life dimensions. As this was all happening, Rose looked at Jay and she seen that he was just smiling and looking around the constant change, it was as if Jay expected all this to happen. Jay and Rose we’re so distracted by all the beauty they seen before them that they had forgotten all about the star in Jay’s arms. As this spiritual journey continued, they seen a bright light ahead of them, it was as bright as earth’s sun. As they came near this divine light, their souls became blissfully pure as it showed them that this is where Jay came from, this was his soulful world. This world looked very much like the sun itself except it shined out gold and orange. Usually skies here on earth would appear blue but in this magical world there was clouds of gold and skies of turquoise and purple. Jay and Rose looked about and seen that there was signs and sights of life everywhere around here. There was stars that fell down through this world that transformed into angels or star persons. There were a number of infinite beings protecting the outer universe of this heavenly world. Jay and Rose could see these divine beings flying around in circles, surrounding it to keep the energy sacred and life here gracefully alive. Jay tried pinching his arm because he thought that he had been dreaming. As they landed on this mysterious place, they seen what they were searching for - nature. Everything about this planet was natural and divine, and yet filled with love too. When they finally landed, they transformed into their human form again. To Jay and rose it felt almost years of a journey. They were surrounded by a rainforest of peace. This made Jay smile because this is where he dreamed of going or bringing the star. “I told you Rose, when you use your inner-sense and open up your mind to new possibilities, miracles and unexplained things can happen.” Rose began to realize that it was true whenever she seen life transformation and universe change with belief and inner faith, as it brought her to know that Jay was right. Rose looked around this world and seen plant life grow from wherever they walked, flowers blossomed as it usually would in spring on earth. There was birds standing in the twigs of trees as they watched over Jay and Rose’s visitation here. Jay carefully put the star person down to rest near a tree trunk as he walked over to Rose and said “ Okay Rose, now I want you to slowly close your eyes and focus on whatever you want, and it shall manifest and appear here for us, with the power of our inner creation that we’ve developed and came to understand and believe in.” For a moment Rose looked into Jay’s eyes and seen a complete different colour, his pupils had grown massive. “ Alright Jay, I’ll try…” “Take my hand Rose, focus on peace and inner creation with me.” Rose delicately took Jay’s hand and closed her eyes and meditated in deep thought. Jay’s eyes were open and he seen Rose drift off into a peaceful trance. He couldn’t help himself any longer that he put his arms around Rose and shared the connected moment with her. “Rose look, quickly… Its beautifully outstanding.” Rose slowly opened her eyes, it seemed as if she just had woke up from a good night sleep. She seen that that life was like earth again, except this creation seemed much more tranquil as it had a peace and loving atmosphere all round… “Rose this is simply incredible… Please tell me, what did you wish for?” Rose smiled while she still felt amazed by all this as well. “ I didn’t wish for anything. I just hope of finding my place in life. I hoped of finding a home where my spirit truly belongs to be.” Jay grinned, he felt so glad for Rose. He turned around and looked near the tree for the star because he wanted to try waking and thanking her for all this but she wasn’t there anymore! "Rose, the star... She's... She's gone." Jay looked around the tree area where he lay the star, and he then heard a soft voice behind him, saying " I'm not gone. I'm right here." Jay felt this gentle hand press on his shoulder as he heard the divine voice behind him. He slowly turned around as he felt both stunned and shocked as he seen the star standing before him with such grace. Jay was amazed by the smile on the star's face that it glowed upon her as happiness shined from her goodness. Jay started to cry as he found this all too beautiful and he never once seen such beauty before his eyes. Rose went over to Jay and lay her head on his shoulder as they stood gazing at the spirit of light. "Spirit", said Rose, "aren't you the light I had seen during the theatre performance on earth?" The star smiled while nodding agreeably. "Indeed", said the star, "I had been guiding and watching over you both ever since ye both were born. It's in my duty to keep you safe as ye are both protected by divine providence." Rose then realized that everything was going to be fine. "Jay, it's alright... Everything's going to be okay." The star walked away towards a crowd of trees near a gold mist as she said "Please don't fear me as I come in peace. I don't mean to scare or frighten you both as I am here to show you both you're path and way in life." Jay wiped away his joyful tears as they fell on his soft cheeks. "Where did you come from? Why are you here?" The star turned back and faced Jay and gave a look of concern. "You don't realize how special you are do you? I come from beyond you're world realm. I've come here through spirit travel for a couple of moments to give you both my assistance and guidance if you'd please allow me to do so." Jay and Rose felt overwhelmed whenever the star had said all this, it was too unbelievable to believe in such things, especially since they come from a world of lost faith and sorrowful souls. "May I ask, dear star, how are you possibly going to show us anything through this dream we're having since when we'll wake up, we'd forget everything." The star became a little disappointed because she expected more self-belief from Jay. "This isn't just a meaningless dream you young humans are having through imaginary thoughts, but this is an unconscious life that you brought you're curious spirits within to seek. You will wake up and find the inspiration to do the right thing, even if ye don't remember this moment of what I'm telling you or even if you both forget me. All dreams are meaningful, even if they don't make sense. Thoughts may be different, but visions and dreams represents symbols for life forms to follow and accomplish doing. For example, if you both had a vision of nature or trees; it doesn't mean that you should buy plants or realize that you've a connection of love for nature, but it means that nature is in need of your help. It could mean that helping the environment is your destiny in life. If you had a dream of innocent children weeping for care; it could mean that helping the younger generation is your goals in life. If you had a dream of war and fighting's then it could mean that you have the power to stop such hate and restore the earth's beauty which it first had in the beginning when everything and everyone had freedom and equality and we're treated like brothers and sisters in life. What I'm trying to explain to you Jay, is that dreams and deep thoughts do have meanings; everything in life is meaningful, but it's how you deal and interpret the visual things that you must come to understand. So you ask me why I'm here? Well I intervened to you both because I can sense you both are feeling lost." "But Star", said Rose confusingly, "We're not lost. We've just began to find our goal in life, as musical performers." The star gave another agreeable expression and said "Yes I know that. I can tell that music is both your passions and ye both love to cheer up your earthly world through entertainment as it is an expressive power, but life truly does have much more in store for you both." Jay became a little confused and interested, "How do you mean exactly?', he asked. The star gave a kind smile, "You both have powerful souls and hearts. You both are actually very special to the universe and realm I come from, which was your previous life before you both became human on earth. You can never be just human or just a boy or girl; there is much more within us all that explains our inner true selves. You Rose are a girl, and you Jay are a boy, just because you both have different genders and appearances doesn't mean you both can't do the same things as each other. Everyone is born equal, but yet always unique on the inside. This earth is a planet of several life forms, good and bad, typical and unique, different and the same. But you both are much more than just unique, ye both have souls of higher life forms. You Rose were once a fairy of peace that lived in a fairy realm in the natures of life and in the heart of good. And you Jay are an angel of the divine light and you are one of the closest spirit guide's to godly creators, you come from divine realms. Everyone that lives comes from different realms, but earth's planet is like a chance to find and make something out of yourselves independently, to find and seek your inner selves truth." "But Star", said Rose, "I wouldn't consider myself religious, would that change anything?" The star nodded "Of course it wouldn't, religion doesn't come into true faith, belief in your path and in your selves' worth is what is needed. If you believe in yourself, then nothing else matters more than that." Jay laughed as Rose muttered "I'm a fairy?", said she confusingly. The star gave a truthful look that made Jay and Rose realize that she wasn't ever being untruthful or lying. "You're not joking are you! Rose I think she's telling the truth", said Jay as he realized it was all true. "Us spirits don't ever lie, we tell only truth and what needs to be told for a person's self worth. I speak truth at all times", said the star in a serious tone. "Star", said Jay calmly; "How can you prove to us that all this is true or even possible?" "Remember how that light came out from the palm of your hand whenever you're really angry or sad, well that is your healing power, and you can use it spiritually at all times but on earth you have the ability to heal and help people emotionally through care and understanding. When you came near me, for the first time, whenever I fell to this place of your creational world of unconscious, your light awakened me because you wanted to know why you exist and why your here, and even why you're living on earth. Jay, you are more powerful than all the other angels as you had the power to fall to the earth's planet as you lost your grace and angelic powers and restored them all through music and talent as it all comes back to your heart through passion and power. Your inner self can never die or fail to succeed in understanding or forgiving those who make sorrowful mistakes. You're in this realm now to support others on their life paths and to help them find their way with your guidance, and your friend Rose there, is here now to help guide you on your ways through good, as goodness shines from your smile. You will teach the young spirits of humans about the meaning of existence and love", said the star in a happy tone. Jay then found the courage to ask the star something he seriously wondered for a very long time. "Dear star, will Rose and I go separate paths in time or will we always be?", said Jay as he looked almost surprised with himself for asking such a question. "In time you will go separate ways as you will find new things to do, but for now you will be together to work on this goal to finding out more about yourself while you can realize all the capabilities you both can do with the help of a friendship's support. When the time comes you will soon understand all that you've to do but until then the help of a friend will give you a boast to where you so deserve to be. And soon, after a while, you will come to see that you are strong enough to go through life independently with all the inner guidance you have within, and having the memories of friends and love with you will give you all the power you so need to succeed, in finding where you're all meant to be. And if you can find how everyone's meant to live then there will be less hate and more love and peace in the world." Jay felt thankful for asking the Star because now he didn't have to carry that feeling of worry around with him anymore, he felt more confident and better with himself for being so honest to both the Star and his feelings. Rose wanted to ask so many questions about meanings of life to the Star but right now all she wanted was to know how to return back to life on Earth since she was worried if she might have been late in time for the talent scouts arrival at the theatre. "Jay, remember we have to be getting back! We'll be late for the journey to England to the Art's Academy." Jay then looked at the star and asked "Star do you know any way we can find ourselves back to our consciousness life on Earth again?" The Star smiled "Of course, but you must find the way by yourselves. I will help you both but you should use your inner powers to find the way." "But Star", said Jay, "how do we use our powers. I don't know how to do this." The Star kept silent for a moment and then she waved about with her hand and this colour of gold light came out from energy. The wave of energy surrounded Jay and Rose. "Now, I need you both to connect. So Jay, I need you to take Rose's hand in order for you to help her spirit travel. Please remember Jay that you're the one with the power of divine. So it's possible that you can help her go spiritually with you, but Rose has the power of nature guidance; She can protect the good of life and feel connected to trees, animals and plants. She can see clairvoyantly when she stays focused and she can help a person find their way because you Rose can see into a person's future when its needed to be seen." Jay and Rose then held hands and closed their eyes and like the beginning of this journey, their feet went off the ground and they left Jay's unconscious world of spirit. They both followed their heart while following this beam of light that brought them through this portal which was surrounded by earthly colours of green and blue. When they reached this portal, their spirits suddenly transformed into their human form again as they returned to the magical room in the theatre.
Jay's eyes opened and he looked around; almost confused as he realized he was in an empty room that was filled with packages and cardboard boxes near the corners of this place. Jay turned his back to see what was breathing next to him, and when he seen that it was Rose fast asleep, he remembered that they were now in the theatre and somehow in the magical room again. Jay couldn't remember much, he forgot all about his unconscious experience in spirit and even in how he ended up in this mysterious room that he didn't recognise consciously, but he did remember that he and Rose were waiting on the talent scout men to arrive any minute. Rose's back was facing Jay, so he tapped her on the shoulder and she immediately became startled and woke. Rose then turned around and faced Jay as she said "What happened? Where are we?" Rose got to her feet and so did Jay. "I don't remember how we got here Rose, but this seems to be the magical room. Yes this must be what the room really looks like when we're not spiritually awoken. We're in the theatre and we were waiting on the men to bring us to London's Art Academy. Don't you remember Rose?" Rose thought for a moment and then suddenly remembered, "Oh Yes, now I remember", said Rose as she looked at her watch on her wrist and realized that it was the same time as when Jay and Rose arrived at the theatre, which felt like hours to Jay. "But that's impossible", said Jay as he looked shocked at Rose's time on the watch, "how could that be? Time must have stood still because it felt like almost hours since we arrived here, to me." Rose grinned while she felt somehow excited with the whole idea of time being stood still. "I know", Rose said as she giggled. Jay then started to hear noises on the lower floor of the building beneath them. He couldn't really focus on the noises of footsteps as Rose kept talking and making a racket of noise herself. "I wonder how we ended up here!", said Rose while she walked around the room. She looked through the cardboard boxes and packages and seen that they were filled with Christmas decorations for the festive holiday that was soon coming with their season of Winter. "Look here Jay, these are Christmas costumes and outfits for shows and performers. Look I found what looks like some of Santa and Elves." Jay put his finger to his mouth as he tried signalling Rose to be more quiet so he could listen and focus on the noises he was so badly trying to hear. "Shhh... I hear something!" Rose looked around suddenly scared, "what is it Jay?" "I don't know...", he said as he tried listening more carefully. Jay then went to open the magical door as he then listened again, and finally he came to realize that it was Marian walking around. "Come inside gentlemen", he heard her say. Jay sighed with great relief. "Don't worry Jay, it's only Marian downstairs", said Rose reassuringly. Jay smiled and then seen that there was nothing to worry about. "Your right Rose. I'm stupid, I shouldn't be worrying about things I'm not entirely sure of. Let's go." Jay and Rose both then walked towards the staircase and seen Marian and the men waiting at the audience seating for them. "Oh there you are", said Marian as she was glad to find and see them. "Where were you.. Were you both waiting in my office all this time?" Rose and Jay felt awkward, they didn't really know what to say. "Eh, yes we were", said Jay. "I'm sorry for all the inconvenience, it's just Rose and I arrived here a little earlier to be sure that we wouldn't be late for our arrival. We we're expecting to find you in your office but since you weren't really there, we waited for a while. And then I heard noises down at the entrance area so I urged Rose to come down here with me to check if it was you, and gladly it was." The talent scouts were impressed with Jay's explanation, "Well that sure explains everything", said one of the men. "Indeed...", said Marian while she looked Jay and Rose deep in the eye. She could tell they were hiding something but she didn't know what so she didn't waste any more of their time since the men had a tight schedule and were due to do many other plans, and the most important was getting the flight to London, which was about to take off in an hour's time. "Are you both ready to go now?", said the men as Jay and Rose got their suitcases, which they left near the theatre entrance when they arrived here. The men then carefully opened the door to make it easier for Rose and Jay to carry their things out to the large taxicab that was about to take them to the airport. "Yes we're ready now", said Rose. Jay went over to Marian for a moment to thank her for all the fantastic support she gave him and Rose, because to Jay, he thought he wouldn't be given such an opportunity if it wasn't for this remarkable lady. "Thank you so much for everything, Marian. I've learned so much in your theatre. You're a true inspiration for young people, and you've an a magnificent way in giving people at our stage of life the ability to believe in ourselves; through talent and open mindedness." "Common Jay, we've got to leave. The cab's arrived", said Rose quite impatiently. "I must go", said Jay quite sadly. "But thank you. Goodbye for now. I hope to see you again, one day." Jay then grabbed his suitcase and quickly left the theatre with Rose, he gave a smile and waved at Marian as he left.
Jay looked all around as Rose put all their belongings in the boot of the cab. The rain dried up since earlier when Jay and Rose arrived at the theatre, the weather changed dramatically in Ireland from where he lived in his time. Jay found the weather quite boring because it was too typical; it usually would be raining heavily with dull cloudy skies and windy atmospheres. Now as Jay looked around, he seen the boring rain had left the path pavements and roads wet from puddles. Jay was so aware of the weather clearing up that he was satisfied when he seen the sunshine breaking through. This didn't happen very often from where Jay lived, and this good weather change from the sun made him feel less nervous and more content as the cab drove away to the airport when everyone was settled and ready to go. "It's going to be great", said Rose to Jay as he looked out the cab window. As the taxicab drifted apart through the streets and by the city and towards the outskirts of the town, Jay could see emerald meadows of green grass and fields of gold; filled with barley and crops for fertilization in growth. "Yes Rose, I believe this all will be great. I'm going to miss it here in this country that holds natural beauty of freedom, but it's now time that we seek new sceneries of beauty; in different places and different cultures of the world to see and understand." The cab soon arrived at the airport and Jay and Rose got their belongings and suitcases out of the boot and ready as the talent scouts arrived in a separate vehicle. As Jay and Rose walked through the airport with the two men (the talent scouts), they explained that there was other young people going to London with them for the Arts Academy as well, which were people from different countries in the European Union that participated in some sort of shows or theatres, or other leisure or cultural activities to do with skills that could be developed into great talents for entertaining the public crowds in different ways; depending on the person and the skill. As the men were discussing all these new things, Jay recognised public people rushing by him fast to different platforms of areas to do with their transportation to do with their flight. This all made him imagine that they were rushing to safety that was far away from danger, it made him nod with the thought of that. Rose was very pleased when she heard the surprising news about others young people going to the Art's Academy because her and Jay thought it was just them going on this journey. When they came by the flight attendant Jay was about to pay for their flight and show his passport but the talent scout men reassured him and said "that won't be necessary. We've already organised for your flight to be paid and both of your transport to be sorted out, and now everything's figured out so all you both got to do is follow the rest of the passengers onto the plane." Rose and Jay were thankful for the men to do all this because now they didn't have to wait in line for a long dreadful time with all the other impatient people. Jay wondered why the men had to go through such trouble in doing all this for them but he didn't bother asking why since he was grateful by the value of their achievement and great opportunity in this journey. "Thank you very much", said Rose to the men as they came to the entrance of the plane. When Rose and Jay looked for seats for several minutes since the plane was packed with many passengers, a young woman that was a serviced person that worked on the plane gave Jay and Rose a direction of an area down the back where there was free seats for them. When they finally sat down, Jay fell into a deep sleep from tiredness and exhaustion as Rose sat near the flight window where she could gaze about as the plane took off like a bird in the sky. Rose was amazed in how close she was seeing clouds from her view as the plane took off into the air and flew to England.
Jay slept halfway through the plane journey, he felt exhausted from the morning rush. A passenger on the plane started having a conversation with Rose, she was opposite her seat and the person was actually going to the Art's Academy too. "Hello. My name is Lucy, where are you heading?" Rose sat back in her seat and spoke to the young girl as politely as she could because she wanted to present herself nicely. "Oh, hello. It's nice to meet you Lucy", Rose reached over her hand and gave Lucy a friendly handshake. "My name is Rose and I'm heading towards London city with my friend here beside me", Rose pointed at Jay when she mentioned 'her friend beside her'. "How nice and actually I'm going to London as well. I never travelled before and I'm about to attend this creative institute in the Art's Academy which is in the centre of London's city." Rose felt delighted that someone as friendly as Lucy was going to same place as her and Jay were going. "Well that's a surprise because that is where Jay and I are going. The men that approved ad brought us here did mention other young people our age group going to this artistic place too, they told us at the airport. So, it's lovely to meet you Lucy, I'm really glad." "Awh thank you Rose. I think it's going to be a wonderful experience for all of us. I know you don't know me very well at the moment but I'd really like to get to know you and your friend, and I also miss my family so I hope you'd consider me as a friend one day because it is nice to have someone to talk to, isn't it?" "It surely is comforting to have new friends and someone to talk to indeed, and another thing it's great to have someone who listens and have someone who you can discuss your feelings and thoughts with!" Lucy smiled and then left her seat to use the toilet, and she told Rose that she'd be back in a moment. Rose then shook Jay on the upper arm, near his shoulder to wake him up as there was thirty minutes left until they landed at London's airport. Jay then did wake up, and he and Rose looked out the plane window near them, and they could see clouds of gold from the sunshine reflecting through with rays of sunshine. Rose pointed out in amazement, "isn't it just beautiful...!" Jay was left feeling dazed and yet amazed from the view and he agreed, it certainly was a beautiful sight, indeed. "It is.", said Jay as he smiled. "It really is beautiful, I've never seen clouds gold or skies this bright. It's just magnificent!" Jay then looked around and seen people sitting inpatient, he could tell they couldn't wait for the flight to end, and this made Jay feel fed up because for one-everyone looked bored and it was too quiet that it made everything seem awkwardly weird in silence, and two-people just read newspapers and others complained either about the food on the plane being too cold and not good enough for their taste or the seating furniture being too uncomfortable and hard to sit on. All this made Jay think that these passengers are hardly grateful neither satisfied in whatever comes their way or even from whatever their kindly given. Jay nodded in disbelief "selfish", he thought. He looked at Rose and she was still looking out the near window at the view with great interest. Lucy then returned to her seat and shock Jay's hand and introduced herself to him. "You must be Jay, Rose and I were talking earlier. She told me that ye we're going to the Art's Academy, the same place I'm going to myself, with a few other passengers on the plane as well. It's all going to be smashing." "Oh hello Lucy, it's lovely to meet you too. Yeah Rose and I are going to the same place but I'm feeling a little nervous to be honest because I've never travelled before." "It's okay Jay, I haven't travelled either but it'll be a nice experience, I'm hoping anyway." Jay felt a little more confident now "Yes maybe your right Lucy. I shouldn't be worrying." "I'm a little worried too Jay. I miss my father back at home, but he had full faith in my art work abilities, he believed it was 'talent' I had so he entered me into competitions and soon these talent scout people recognized my work and gave me this opportunity, and I'm willing to take it... How did you become recognized by talent scout people?" "Well it's a little stupid really. I am interested in singing and dance, so after I finished college back at home I joined the local theatre and a lady named Marian was the manager of the place and she had respect for my performances on stage so she gave me a big part in the local show. Rose then came around the theatre a couple of times to see me and soon she became a member and became my partner at the show. Rose and I then done a duet performance together, and these talent scout men just happened to be there to see us. And after the show finished we had a discussion with the men in Marian's office and that's when we we're given this opportunity." As Jay explained all this to Lucy, she nodded while listening to everything he said. "Well that's very interesting Jay. I don't see any stupidity about it at all. It seems you really do have talent and it looks like you and Rose have star quality." Jay laughed "ha ha, thanks Lucy but how do you know if a person has star quality? I mean does it come from what you expect of a person?" "No Jay, it doesn't come from what you expect, in my opinion. Actually expectations are the least you get from talent. A source of power from the heart is star quality in my eyes, but true talent is much much different. I honestly believe that everyone has hidden talent, but it doesn't always become expressed or recognized through Art and music like we do. It can become exposed through love and friendliness, because it takes a real person to stay true to themselves." Jay absolutely agreed with Lucy " Lucy that is a beautiful point; a great point of view on star quality and talent. But if I'm being honest, I don't believe I would have seeked my talent or skill for that matter if it wasn't from a personal experience." When Jay mentioned 'personal experience' he meant from his childhood isolation without a father to care for him when he seen other children with loving parents. But this sort of betrayal that Jay endured turned out to be his way of increasing inner power to see that whatever he needed or dreamed of doing in this world; had to be gotten by himself from his own actions and doings of things. This goal that Jay had was his way of becoming more independent, and in a certain sense his life without a father was a good advantage for him because he didn't become spoiled or brainwashed into bad encouragement like some young people were and do in his lifetime; over too many expectations from bad parenting of the young people's families. Jay realized that a true person succeeds through doing the right thing on their own, by making choices other people can't come to understand at first but learn from in the near future. Truthfully and independently, Jay never needed guidance from a father he never knew because his inner guidance of following the heart's right was a quality all people needed to come and face and even understand in order to find their own ways in life righteously by themselves. It was Jay's self-doubt and insecurities that made him succeed even greater because that was how his inner power became shown and respected on the outside because he wasn't arrogant nor was he vain, which shined his true beauty from the inner and outer of his self. "I understand Jay, you don't need to explain anything to me. We all have our moments of discovery, even if it through good or bad experiences to seek the right lifestyle." Rose then looked away from the window and faced Jay, looking almost frustrated. she wasn't listening to his conversation with Lucy, and he knew that she didn't either from the obvious facial expression on her face. Lucy was happy to see Rose paying attention again, she actually had forgotten that Rose sat with Jay because Rose looked miles away in thought and Lucy was just so interested in her deep conversation with Jay. "How are you feeling Rose, Is everything okay?", Lucy asked. "Yeah I'm okay I guess. I'm feeling a little travel sick and I just can't wait to land at London and get out of this stuffy plane." Jay knew now that something was wrong with Rose because she isn't usually this unhappy or unsatisfied. The thought of Rose being unhappy worried Jay, so he rushed his arm around her shoulder and told her not to worry because he knew that everything was going to be alright. Rose suddenly realized that her low emotions go the better of her, so she tried cheering up. "What is it Jay", Rose asked as she wondered why he put his arm around her so suddenly. "I don't know Rose, I apologize. It's just I don't want any of my friends feeling sad or unhappy, because this new beginning is a fresh start for all of us", Jay looked at Lucy as he meant her too. Jay smiled as he put out his hand "Let's make a deal", he looked at both Lucy and Rose as he said it. "Let's promise to never let anything get in our way. Let's try to get through all our moments of shortcomings with a smile as having each other like a team of friendship will help us get through anything with the right plan and solutions, because even if we fail at one point, we always have plan b if it's ever necessary... What I'm trying to say here is that failure or giving up on our goals or missions is never an option in our path of life. Yes we may have harsh moments of disagreements when we reach London over strangers who don't yet understand or know us but please remember that when we're together or knowing that whenever we have each other we can get through any difficulty or barrier that may come our way, because as long as we have the right attitude and a positive mind with using our abilities with the best we got; what possibly could go wrong?!"
Jay's Dream- the last experience in the room behind the magical doorway and the journey to London
by Jason Mills
Jan 15, 2012
The next morning there was a beautiful ray of sunshine from the sunrise that came through the western hotel window upon Jay and Rose as they awoken and happily gazed out at the morning day through the shining window pane. Rose quickly got out of bed and went into the bathroom to get dressed and washed in private. Jay sat up in bed and smiled, thinking that ‘today’s going to be the day’. Jay then got out of bed and got dressed into new clothes and went over to the near window and looked outside. He could see people walking along towards the town, each person doing their everyday things with either rushing to work, to students hurrying to school or college and many other daily routines that ordinary people would usually do for a living. The sunshine in the sky made Jay feel fulfilled with great happiness, and yet he seen unsatisfied faces of people running around worrying and doing things to gain a living of respect or show a reputation, but this sunshine made Jay realize that it was a sign of goodness and freedom. When Rose finished changing in the bathroom, Jay went next to get washed and ready. Jay was very modest about the way he looked, he always tried to look and dress his best. He started shaving and washing his face with shaving cream and he started wetting his hair, as he always loved to look nice and fresh. When both Rose and Jay were fully dressed, washed and organised, they then had breakfast at the coffee table and talked more about last night. ‘I hope you feel much better since last night. I really started to get worried when you told me about the nightmare of your father. And I didn’t mean to be selfish or rude when I said your father doesn’t deserve you, it’s just sometimes I get really angry and annoyed when people treat my friends or family unfairly', said Rose. Jay smiled as he rubbed Rose’s arm which gave a sign of Jay trying to say that it was perfectly fine and that he understood what she meant. ‘Rose it’s not your fault, honestly. We all make our own mistakes. Sadly that must count and include my dad too. We all have our sad and happy moments too, it just all depends how well we all cope with them, which is my task to come to terms with. I must come to the reality that my father mightn’t accept or understand me since he wasn’t there for me during the most important times of my life, especially as a child growing up. My goal isn’t to create amends with my father. I don’t want to repair or forget those lost years that I never momentarily experienced with him or that he missed, but instead I want to prove him and everyone else and most importantly myself about the person I’m so nearly becoming and believing in, from achieving my dreams and faithfully understanding my life purpose.’ Rose couldn’t possibly reply or comment on Jay’s words or choice, since she knew that he was making the right one. Jay then changed their conversation topic to something more reassuring, they talked more about the memories they discovered and gained together as friends. Memories and experiences that are bigger and mean more than the ones they ever made or had with anyone in their families. After their funny discussion about the times they loved at ‘The Mountain Of Memories’. Jay and Rose then got their jackets or coats and suitcases and were about to leave the hotel room until Jay looked back once more and realized this place was full of meaningful and reassuring memories too, just like all the places Jay and Rose would seek and travel. Jay closed the stiff door behind him as he then followed Rose down the hallway at the reception area. The lazy man they seen last night had gone. What Jay and Rose didn’t know is that the man from the reception area had being fired last night by the employer when he was found sleeping on the counter when visitors complained about their arrival to such an inexperienced place. When Rose was about to thank the new receptionist for their stay, Jay nearly had to laugh because the last one looked as if he slept too little, and this one looked as if she slept too much that her eyes were wide sighted that she looked either very serious or drugged up to the eyeballs. The receptionist didn’t give a reaction to Rose’s thanking, the woman looked too determined and busy into her computering work that she didn’t even notice that any person was near the counter, so Jay and Rose left the hotel in a bad mood. ‘You see Jay, it isn’t always the lazy ones who are dame right ignorant.’ ‘Your right Rose, I see that now...’ ‘Which is why we shouldn’t judge anyone by their character anymore, unless we really know all there is to know about them and even about what they’re going through or went through that might have targeted them to be this or that way.’ ‘Very true Rose, good point’, said Jay. They both then walked to the theatre as it started to rain when they left the hotel. The annoying part for Rose and Jay was that they were seeing the fact that all other people in the town drove in vehicles and Jay and Rose were the only ones running on foot. When they arrived inside of the theatre, their clothes from top to bottom were drenched and soaked from the heavy rain. They looked around and seen that nobody was around, it was very quiet. Jay and Rose then walked up the staircase and went into Marian’s office but she wasn’t there so they just stood out at the balcony and looked around at the empty stage down below them. For a few moments Jay and Rose waited patiently for someone to arrive, either Marian or the talent scouts but they didn’t so Jay then somehow instantly remembered about the magical room and he then persuaded Rose in coming along with him to have one more sneak peak with the both of them this time, and she gladly agreed to go with him. Jay didn’t wait another second, he walked over to the magical doorway and seen that through the keyhole there was a ray of gold shining out. This represented the perfect friendship between Jay and Rose. They walked inside the room and seen that it wasn’t a sight of an indoor place anymore but an outside sight of heavenly nature there was. It seemed impossible for all this to be true in both of their minds, as this wasn’t a room anymore but a new world that was yet awaiting them to achieve creating. When the door closes, the reality is that they’ll have to find another way back to earth. Jay and Rose didn’t dare look back in worry but instead they walked forward through this pathway that showed them the journeys that they already made before their present lifetime. They see tranquillity and peace surrounding them everywhere. There was no other people yet in sight, but all animals and birds followed them in such a rush that it looked as if all the guiding creatures were protecting Jay and Rose from all the doubts ahead. Jay was so curious and amazed by his new wonderful surroundings, he wondered how all this was happening, so he asked Rose if she knew how. ‘Rose, what just happened?’. ‘I don’t know Jay.. I think we suddenly collapsed the second we entered the room, just like I did the last time I entered the room. I think our spirits are trying to show us something here.’ ‘What would they want to show us?’, Jay wondered. ‘I don’t know Jay, our destiny or reason to been on earth perhaps. I don’t know for sure but we’ll just have to wait and see…’ Jay felt like laughing because he knew that he didn’t have any other choice but to wait and see, and even realize what he promised himself to do before he was born and became human. The planet that surrounded them was empty, without buildings and civilization life, all nature and freedom there was. There was no clouds in the sky but there was a closeness of outer space and other planets very near this universe which was crowded with stars above them. It seemed from whatever Rose and Jay felt emotionally, it came out through the weather for them as there was no other people living here, but them as spirit visitors. Whenever they felt scared or alone, the animals came along and surrounded them with guiding love. It seemed that from the last time when Rose or Jay entered the room alone it all was independently about their own inner dreams but this time it all came and collided together in this new world, because as you can see it’s not just a room they're in anymore but a universe of their own that was created by the power of the willing understanding of their friendship.
Jay and Rose didn’t know what to do or think, they both just followed this centered pathway which led them to various of different journeys that they were about to take in their present life. Rose suddenly remembered that this place was similar to the spirit journey she had taken with her soul when she entered the room alone. ‘Jay, remember how I told you a few days ago before the show that when I fell unconscious I left my body through spirit? Well this is very much the same.’ Jay didn’t care anymore of how this was all happening or if it was just a dream. He just loved the sight and energy he was getting from this heavenly experience. Jay just nodded and smiled at Rose and continued their walk through this pathway. In the background of their surroundings there was a big distance of spread out green fields. The pathway was coloured golden and you could just about see it from the transparent built up material that it looked like a visible cloud that separates whenever you step through it. In the skies above it was very beautiful to see. Jay adored this magnificent, divine creation of spirit and soul. Through the skies came a falling star that flew by the distant land as it reached this new universe from the unconscious. When the falling star entered this transforming physical planet, the aura of the shining light that was around the star changed into a human with wings. Jay and Rose watched in amazement from a mile apart as the star transformed into their earthly form and fell to the ground when it became human. Jay became shocked that he ran all the way towards this star. ‘Jay wait for me’, Rose said as she tried to keep up with his running speed. Something inside of Jay’s heart told him to save this star from dying, he felt as if he needed to, had to within his free will. The star was lying on her back, facing the sky above. The star had turned into a beautiful young lady who didn’t look to be like anyone from the human race, she looked wonderfully rare to Jay and Rose’s living world. The beautiful young lady had the age of a young adult, she looked around twenty years old to them. The star was sleeping with her eyes closed when Jay reached her destination. From the star landing on this planet she made a crater in the ground, like a comet normally would when exploding on physical grounds. Jay got down on his knees and shook this young star until she awoke, but she didn’t. ‘What is she?’, Rose asked as she watched Jay getting worried. ‘I think she’s a star person’, said Jay. ‘ She’s beautiful, but what is she doing here in our dream world?’, Rose wondered. ‘Yes she’s a star person for sure.. She was sent here as human to tell us something. Something very important that we need to know about ourselves.’ ‘Oh I see what you mean but how do you know all this Jay?’. ‘I don’t know it. I feel it within my gut and instinct at heart. This divine spirit is very important to our soul’s existence. We need to help her stay alive so that we then can learn from her.’ Jay tried to give the star cardiopulmonary restitution, an emergency action you would do when a person becomes out of breath or is suffocating with lack of air or oxygen. Whenever Jay went near the star, a shining sight of blazing light of gold surrounded Jay’s body and healing power came out of his left hand. Rose quickly covered her eyes with her hands as this light was too bright to see. Jay’s element of soul and spirit was family to this unknown star person, but he just didn’t know it yet, but inside himself his heart and soul purely did!
Jay tried lifting the star up into his arms as he wanted to bring her to a more lively atmosphere where life exists more earthly with a surrounded place of nature. “Rose get over here and help me. Help me carry the star away from here”, said Jay. Rose was so shocked and overwhelmed by it all that she couldn’t move. “ What do I do?”, she asked. Jay carried the star person over his shoulder and he needed Rose’s guidance through this. Rose was finding this too much too handle, it left her feeling speechless. It amazed rose in how involved and concerned Jay was for this star as she never seen him so serious or caring towards a person as he just was now. “Common Rose, let’s go. Follow us.” Rose hurried up towards Jay as he walked away. “Wait up for me Jay… Where are we going?” Jay turned back, facing Rose as he said “ Well, we need to find a rainforest because angels feel more lively and energetic around them areas, and it will also make this one become more aware of where she came from, and maybe even show us why we we’re born on earth.” Rose looked all around and hopelessly and said “But Jay, I don’t see anything of the sort. I don’t see any trees or forests or any form of earthly life here for the star person to remember our civilization world. All I see is an empty planet with a vast of distant fields, nothing more.” Jay looked at Rose in a disappointed way “ Well Rose, you need to believe more purely and see more believably. I think you’re seeing emptiness because you’re doubting yourself and your inner sense.” “I don’t understand what you mean?", said Rose in a confused tone. In Jay’s eyes he looked powerfully pure, Rose could see the filled brightness inside him. Rose was seeing a new Jay, a part of Jay’s personality that she never seen in their inconvenient lifetime on earth’s present world of reality. Jay smiled “ Rose please, take my hand… Connect with me.” Jay put out his right hand as he had requested. Rose became stunned, she covered her mouth with her hands. A ball of blazing light of energy appeared from the palm of Jay’s hand, this power came over him whenever he was around the star or higher life forms, and he was still holding the star person on his left shoulder. “Gosh… Jay, look at your hand! It’s full of light and life energy.” Jay looked below at his hands and became surprised as he took Rose’s hand into his so that life can be created with the help of their connected energy and soulful manifesting abilities. When Rose held Jay’s hand while Jay was still holding the star, their world and surroundings had turned into a whirl as time stood still, and they passed through time and space. Rose looked below at her feet and realized that she and Jay we’re in mid-air and off the ground. As Rose and Jay are stood standing in the one spot with the star, the universe seemed to have dragged them along other planets. As they left this specific universe of their dream world, they became spirits with a colour and light. Their surroundings seemed to have been constantly changing as their not in the one planet or universe anymore, but they we’re connected to all life dimensions. As this was all happening, Rose looked at Jay and she seen that he was just smiling and looking around the constant change, it was as if Jay expected all this to happen. Jay and Rose we’re so distracted by all the beauty they seen before them that they had forgotten all about the star in Jay’s arms. As this spiritual journey continued, they seen a bright light ahead of them, it was as bright as earth’s sun. As they came near this divine light, their souls became blissfully pure as it showed them that this is where Jay came from, this was his soulful world. This world looked very much like the sun itself except it shined out gold and orange. Usually skies here on earth would appear blue but in this magical world there was clouds of gold and skies of turquoise and purple. Jay and Rose looked about and seen that there was signs and sights of life everywhere around here. There was stars that fell down through this world that transformed into angels or star persons. There were a number of infinite beings protecting the outer universe of this heavenly world. Jay and Rose could see these divine beings flying around in circles, surrounding it to keep the energy sacred and life here gracefully alive. Jay tried pinching his arm because he thought that he had been dreaming. As they landed on this mysterious place, they seen what they were searching for - nature. Everything about this planet was natural and divine, and yet filled with love too. When they finally landed, they transformed into their human form again. To Jay and rose it felt almost years of a journey. They were surrounded by a rainforest of peace. This made Jay smile because this is where he dreamed of going or bringing the star. “I told you Rose, when you use your inner-sense and open up your mind to new possibilities, miracles and unexplained things can happen.” Rose began to realize that it was true whenever she seen life transformation and universe change with belief and inner faith, as it brought her to know that Jay was right. Rose looked around this world and seen plant life grow from wherever they walked, flowers blossomed as it usually would in spring on earth. There was birds standing in the twigs of trees as they watched over Jay and Rose’s visitation here. Jay carefully put the star person down to rest near a tree trunk as he walked over to Rose and said “ Okay Rose, now I want you to slowly close your eyes and focus on whatever you want, and it shall manifest and appear here for us, with the power of our inner creation that we’ve developed and came to understand and believe in.” For a moment Rose looked into Jay’s eyes and seen a complete different colour, his pupils had grown massive. “ Alright Jay, I’ll try…” “Take my hand Rose, focus on peace and inner creation with me.” Rose delicately took Jay’s hand and closed her eyes and meditated in deep thought. Jay’s eyes were open and he seen Rose drift off into a peaceful trance. He couldn’t help himself any longer that he put his arms around Rose and shared the connected moment with her. “Rose look, quickly… Its beautifully outstanding.” Rose slowly opened her eyes, it seemed as if she just had woke up from a good night sleep. She seen that that life was like earth again, except this creation seemed much more tranquil as it had a peace and loving atmosphere all round… “Rose this is simply incredible… Please tell me, what did you wish for?” Rose smiled while she still felt amazed by all this as well. “ I didn’t wish for anything. I just hope of finding my place in life. I hoped of finding a home where my spirit truly belongs to be.” Jay grinned, he felt so glad for Rose. He turned around and looked near the tree for the star because he wanted to try waking and thanking her for all this but she wasn’t there anymore! "Rose, the star... She's... She's gone." Jay looked around the tree area where he lay the star, and he then heard a soft voice behind him, saying " I'm not gone. I'm right here." Jay felt this gentle hand press on his shoulder as he heard the divine voice behind him. He slowly turned around as he felt both stunned and shocked as he seen the star standing before him with such grace. Jay was amazed by the smile on the star's face that it glowed upon her as happiness shined from her goodness. Jay started to cry as he found this all too beautiful and he never once seen such beauty before his eyes. Rose went over to Jay and lay her head on his shoulder as they stood gazing at the spirit of light. "Spirit", said Rose, "aren't you the light I had seen during the theatre performance on earth?" The star smiled while nodding agreeably. "Indeed", said the star, "I had been guiding and watching over you both ever since ye both were born. It's in my duty to keep you safe as ye are both protected by divine providence." Rose then realized that everything was going to be fine. "Jay, it's alright... Everything's going to be okay." The star walked away towards a crowd of trees near a gold mist as she said "Please don't fear me as I come in peace. I don't mean to scare or frighten you both as I am here to show you both you're path and way in life." Jay wiped away his joyful tears as they fell on his soft cheeks. "Where did you come from? Why are you here?" The star turned back and faced Jay and gave a look of concern. "You don't realize how special you are do you? I come from beyond you're world realm. I've come here through spirit travel for a couple of moments to give you both my assistance and guidance if you'd please allow me to do so." Jay and Rose felt overwhelmed whenever the star had said all this, it was too unbelievable to believe in such things, especially since they come from a world of lost faith and sorrowful souls. "May I ask, dear star, how are you possibly going to show us anything through this dream we're having since when we'll wake up, we'd forget everything." The star became a little disappointed because she expected more self-belief from Jay. "This isn't just a meaningless dream you young humans are having through imaginary thoughts, but this is an unconscious life that you brought you're curious spirits within to seek. You will wake up and find the inspiration to do the right thing, even if ye don't remember this moment of what I'm telling you or even if you both forget me. All dreams are meaningful, even if they don't make sense. Thoughts may be different, but visions and dreams represents symbols for life forms to follow and accomplish doing. For example, if you both had a vision of nature or trees; it doesn't mean that you should buy plants or realize that you've a connection of love for nature, but it means that nature is in need of your help. It could mean that helping the environment is your destiny in life. If you had a dream of innocent children weeping for care; it could mean that helping the younger generation is your goals in life. If you had a dream of war and fighting's then it could mean that you have the power to stop such hate and restore the earth's beauty which it first had in the beginning when everything and everyone had freedom and equality and we're treated like brothers and sisters in life. What I'm trying to explain to you Jay, is that dreams and deep thoughts do have meanings; everything in life is meaningful, but it's how you deal and interpret the visual things that you must come to understand. So you ask me why I'm here? Well I intervened to you both because I can sense you both are feeling lost." "But Star", said Rose confusingly, "We're not lost. We've just began to find our goal in life, as musical performers." The star gave another agreeable expression and said "Yes I know that. I can tell that music is both your passions and ye both love to cheer up your earthly world through entertainment as it is an expressive power, but life truly does have much more in store for you both." Jay became a little confused and interested, "How do you mean exactly?', he asked. The star gave a kind smile, "You both have powerful souls and hearts. You both are actually very special to the universe and realm I come from, which was your previous life before you both became human on earth. You can never be just human or just a boy or girl; there is much more within us all that explains our inner true selves. You Rose are a girl, and you Jay are a boy, just because you both have different genders and appearances doesn't mean you both can't do the same things as each other. Everyone is born equal, but yet always unique on the inside. This earth is a planet of several life forms, good and bad, typical and unique, different and the same. But you both are much more than just unique, ye both have souls of higher life forms. You Rose were once a fairy of peace that lived in a fairy realm in the natures of life and in the heart of good. And you Jay are an angel of the divine light and you are one of the closest spirit guide's to godly creators, you come from divine realms. Everyone that lives comes from different realms, but earth's planet is like a chance to find and make something out of yourselves independently, to find and seek your inner selves truth." "But Star", said Rose, "I wouldn't consider myself religious, would that change anything?" The star nodded "Of course it wouldn't, religion doesn't come into true faith, belief in your path and in your selves' worth is what is needed. If you believe in yourself, then nothing else matters more than that." Jay laughed as Rose muttered "I'm a fairy?", said she confusingly. The star gave a truthful look that made Jay and Rose realize that she wasn't ever being untruthful or lying. "You're not joking are you! Rose I think she's telling the truth", said Jay as he realized it was all true. "Us spirits don't ever lie, we tell only truth and what needs to be told for a person's self worth. I speak truth at all times", said the star in a serious tone. "Star", said Jay calmly; "How can you prove to us that all this is true or even possible?" "Remember how that light came out from the palm of your hand whenever you're really angry or sad, well that is your healing power, and you can use it spiritually at all times but on earth you have the ability to heal and help people emotionally through care and understanding. When you came near me, for the first time, whenever I fell to this place of your creational world of unconscious, your light awakened me because you wanted to know why you exist and why your here, and even why you're living on earth. Jay, you are more powerful than all the other angels as you had the power to fall to the earth's planet as you lost your grace and angelic powers and restored them all through music and talent as it all comes back to your heart through passion and power. Your inner self can never die or fail to succeed in understanding or forgiving those who make sorrowful mistakes. You're in this realm now to support others on their life paths and to help them find their way with your guidance, and your friend Rose there, is here now to help guide you on your ways through good, as goodness shines from your smile. You will teach the young spirits of humans about the meaning of existence and love", said the star in a happy tone. Jay then found the courage to ask the star something he seriously wondered for a very long time. "Dear star, will Rose and I go separate paths in time or will we always be?", said Jay as he looked almost surprised with himself for asking such a question. "In time you will go separate ways as you will find new things to do, but for now you will be together to work on this goal to finding out more about yourself while you can realize all the capabilities you both can do with the help of a friendship's support. When the time comes you will soon understand all that you've to do but until then the help of a friend will give you a boast to where you so deserve to be. And soon, after a while, you will come to see that you are strong enough to go through life independently with all the inner guidance you have within, and having the memories of friends and love with you will give you all the power you so need to succeed, in finding where you're all meant to be. And if you can find how everyone's meant to live then there will be less hate and more love and peace in the world." Jay felt thankful for asking the Star because now he didn't have to carry that feeling of worry around with him anymore, he felt more confident and better with himself for being so honest to both the Star and his feelings. Rose wanted to ask so many questions about meanings of life to the Star but right now all she wanted was to know how to return back to life on Earth since she was worried if she might have been late in time for the talent scouts arrival at the theatre. "Jay, remember we have to be getting back! We'll be late for the journey to England to the Art's Academy." Jay then looked at the star and asked "Star do you know any way we can find ourselves back to our consciousness life on Earth again?" The Star smiled "Of course, but you must find the way by yourselves. I will help you both but you should use your inner powers to find the way." "But Star", said Jay, "how do we use our powers. I don't know how to do this." The Star kept silent for a moment and then she waved about with her hand and this colour of gold light came out from energy. The wave of energy surrounded Jay and Rose. "Now, I need you both to connect. So Jay, I need you to take Rose's hand in order for you to help her spirit travel. Please remember Jay that you're the one with the power of divine. So it's possible that you can help her go spiritually with you, but Rose has the power of nature guidance; She can protect the good of life and feel connected to trees, animals and plants. She can see clairvoyantly when she stays focused and she can help a person find their way because you Rose can see into a person's future when its needed to be seen." Jay and Rose then held hands and closed their eyes and like the beginning of this journey, their feet went off the ground and they left Jay's unconscious world of spirit. They both followed their heart while following this beam of light that brought them through this portal which was surrounded by earthly colours of green and blue. When they reached this portal, their spirits suddenly transformed into their human form again as they returned to the magical room in the theatre.
Jay's eyes opened and he looked around; almost confused as he realized he was in an empty room that was filled with packages and cardboard boxes near the corners of this place. Jay turned his back to see what was breathing next to him, and when he seen that it was Rose fast asleep, he remembered that they were now in the theatre and somehow in the magical room again. Jay couldn't remember much, he forgot all about his unconscious experience in spirit and even in how he ended up in this mysterious room that he didn't recognise consciously, but he did remember that he and Rose were waiting on the talent scout men to arrive any minute. Rose's back was facing Jay, so he tapped her on the shoulder and she immediately became startled and woke. Rose then turned around and faced Jay as she said "What happened? Where are we?" Rose got to her feet and so did Jay. "I don't remember how we got here Rose, but this seems to be the magical room. Yes this must be what the room really looks like when we're not spiritually awoken. We're in the theatre and we were waiting on the men to bring us to London's Art Academy. Don't you remember Rose?" Rose thought for a moment and then suddenly remembered, "Oh Yes, now I remember", said Rose as she looked at her watch on her wrist and realized that it was the same time as when Jay and Rose arrived at the theatre, which felt like hours to Jay. "But that's impossible", said Jay as he looked shocked at Rose's time on the watch, "how could that be? Time must have stood still because it felt like almost hours since we arrived here, to me." Rose grinned while she felt somehow excited with the whole idea of time being stood still. "I know", Rose said as she giggled. Jay then started to hear noises on the lower floor of the building beneath them. He couldn't really focus on the noises of footsteps as Rose kept talking and making a racket of noise herself. "I wonder how we ended up here!", said Rose while she walked around the room. She looked through the cardboard boxes and packages and seen that they were filled with Christmas decorations for the festive holiday that was soon coming with their season of Winter. "Look here Jay, these are Christmas costumes and outfits for shows and performers. Look I found what looks like some of Santa and Elves." Jay put his finger to his mouth as he tried signalling Rose to be more quiet so he could listen and focus on the noises he was so badly trying to hear. "Shhh... I hear something!" Rose looked around suddenly scared, "what is it Jay?" "I don't know...", he said as he tried listening more carefully. Jay then went to open the magical door as he then listened again, and finally he came to realize that it was Marian walking around. "Come inside gentlemen", he heard her say. Jay sighed with great relief. "Don't worry Jay, it's only Marian downstairs", said Rose reassuringly. Jay smiled and then seen that there was nothing to worry about. "Your right Rose. I'm stupid, I shouldn't be worrying about things I'm not entirely sure of. Let's go." Jay and Rose both then walked towards the staircase and seen Marian and the men waiting at the audience seating for them. "Oh there you are", said Marian as she was glad to find and see them. "Where were you.. Were you both waiting in my office all this time?" Rose and Jay felt awkward, they didn't really know what to say. "Eh, yes we were", said Jay. "I'm sorry for all the inconvenience, it's just Rose and I arrived here a little earlier to be sure that we wouldn't be late for our arrival. We we're expecting to find you in your office but since you weren't really there, we waited for a while. And then I heard noises down at the entrance area so I urged Rose to come down here with me to check if it was you, and gladly it was." The talent scouts were impressed with Jay's explanation, "Well that sure explains everything", said one of the men. "Indeed...", said Marian while she looked Jay and Rose deep in the eye. She could tell they were hiding something but she didn't know what so she didn't waste any more of their time since the men had a tight schedule and were due to do many other plans, and the most important was getting the flight to London, which was about to take off in an hour's time. "Are you both ready to go now?", said the men as Jay and Rose got their suitcases, which they left near the theatre entrance when they arrived here. The men then carefully opened the door to make it easier for Rose and Jay to carry their things out to the large taxicab that was about to take them to the airport. "Yes we're ready now", said Rose. Jay went over to Marian for a moment to thank her for all the fantastic support she gave him and Rose, because to Jay, he thought he wouldn't be given such an opportunity if it wasn't for this remarkable lady. "Thank you so much for everything, Marian. I've learned so much in your theatre. You're a true inspiration for young people, and you've an a magnificent way in giving people at our stage of life the ability to believe in ourselves; through talent and open mindedness." "Common Jay, we've got to leave. The cab's arrived", said Rose quite impatiently. "I must go", said Jay quite sadly. "But thank you. Goodbye for now. I hope to see you again, one day." Jay then grabbed his suitcase and quickly left the theatre with Rose, he gave a smile and waved at Marian as he left.
Jay looked all around as Rose put all their belongings in the boot of the cab. The rain dried up since earlier when Jay and Rose arrived at the theatre, the weather changed dramatically in Ireland from where he lived in his time. Jay found the weather quite boring because it was too typical; it usually would be raining heavily with dull cloudy skies and windy atmospheres. Now as Jay looked around, he seen the boring rain had left the path pavements and roads wet from puddles. Jay was so aware of the weather clearing up that he was satisfied when he seen the sunshine breaking through. This didn't happen very often from where Jay lived, and this good weather change from the sun made him feel less nervous and more content as the cab drove away to the airport when everyone was settled and ready to go. "It's going to be great", said Rose to Jay as he looked out the cab window. As the taxicab drifted apart through the streets and by the city and towards the outskirts of the town, Jay could see emerald meadows of green grass and fields of gold; filled with barley and crops for fertilization in growth. "Yes Rose, I believe this all will be great. I'm going to miss it here in this country that holds natural beauty of freedom, but it's now time that we seek new sceneries of beauty; in different places and different cultures of the world to see and understand." The cab soon arrived at the airport and Jay and Rose got their belongings and suitcases out of the boot and ready as the talent scouts arrived in a separate vehicle. As Jay and Rose walked through the airport with the two men (the talent scouts), they explained that there was other young people going to London with them for the Arts Academy as well, which were people from different countries in the European Union that participated in some sort of shows or theatres, or other leisure or cultural activities to do with skills that could be developed into great talents for entertaining the public crowds in different ways; depending on the person and the skill. As the men were discussing all these new things, Jay recognised public people rushing by him fast to different platforms of areas to do with their transportation to do with their flight. This all made him imagine that they were rushing to safety that was far away from danger, it made him nod with the thought of that. Rose was very pleased when she heard the surprising news about others young people going to the Art's Academy because her and Jay thought it was just them going on this journey. When they came by the flight attendant Jay was about to pay for their flight and show his passport but the talent scout men reassured him and said "that won't be necessary. We've already organised for your flight to be paid and both of your transport to be sorted out, and now everything's figured out so all you both got to do is follow the rest of the passengers onto the plane." Rose and Jay were thankful for the men to do all this because now they didn't have to wait in line for a long dreadful time with all the other impatient people. Jay wondered why the men had to go through such trouble in doing all this for them but he didn't bother asking why since he was grateful by the value of their achievement and great opportunity in this journey. "Thank you very much", said Rose to the men as they came to the entrance of the plane. When Rose and Jay looked for seats for several minutes since the plane was packed with many passengers, a young woman that was a serviced person that worked on the plane gave Jay and Rose a direction of an area down the back where there was free seats for them. When they finally sat down, Jay fell into a deep sleep from tiredness and exhaustion as Rose sat near the flight window where she could gaze about as the plane took off like a bird in the sky. Rose was amazed in how close she was seeing clouds from her view as the plane took off into the air and flew to England.
Jay slept halfway through the plane journey, he felt exhausted from the morning rush. A passenger on the plane started having a conversation with Rose, she was opposite her seat and the person was actually going to the Art's Academy too. "Hello. My name is Lucy, where are you heading?" Rose sat back in her seat and spoke to the young girl as politely as she could because she wanted to present herself nicely. "Oh, hello. It's nice to meet you Lucy", Rose reached over her hand and gave Lucy a friendly handshake. "My name is Rose and I'm heading towards London city with my friend here beside me", Rose pointed at Jay when she mentioned 'her friend beside her'. "How nice and actually I'm going to London as well. I never travelled before and I'm about to attend this creative institute in the Art's Academy which is in the centre of London's city." Rose felt delighted that someone as friendly as Lucy was going to same place as her and Jay were going. "Well that's a surprise because that is where Jay and I are going. The men that approved ad brought us here did mention other young people our age group going to this artistic place too, they told us at the airport. So, it's lovely to meet you Lucy, I'm really glad." "Awh thank you Rose. I think it's going to be a wonderful experience for all of us. I know you don't know me very well at the moment but I'd really like to get to know you and your friend, and I also miss my family so I hope you'd consider me as a friend one day because it is nice to have someone to talk to, isn't it?" "It surely is comforting to have new friends and someone to talk to indeed, and another thing it's great to have someone who listens and have someone who you can discuss your feelings and thoughts with!" Lucy smiled and then left her seat to use the toilet, and she told Rose that she'd be back in a moment. Rose then shook Jay on the upper arm, near his shoulder to wake him up as there was thirty minutes left until they landed at London's airport. Jay then did wake up, and he and Rose looked out the plane window near them, and they could see clouds of gold from the sunshine reflecting through with rays of sunshine. Rose pointed out in amazement, "isn't it just beautiful...!" Jay was left feeling dazed and yet amazed from the view and he agreed, it certainly was a beautiful sight, indeed. "It is.", said Jay as he smiled. "It really is beautiful, I've never seen clouds gold or skies this bright. It's just magnificent!" Jay then looked around and seen people sitting inpatient, he could tell they couldn't wait for the flight to end, and this made Jay feel fed up because for one-everyone looked bored and it was too quiet that it made everything seem awkwardly weird in silence, and two-people just read newspapers and others complained either about the food on the plane being too cold and not good enough for their taste or the seating furniture being too uncomfortable and hard to sit on. All this made Jay think that these passengers are hardly grateful neither satisfied in whatever comes their way or even from whatever their kindly given. Jay nodded in disbelief "selfish", he thought. He looked at Rose and she was still looking out the near window at the view with great interest. Lucy then returned to her seat and shock Jay's hand and introduced herself to him. "You must be Jay, Rose and I were talking earlier. She told me that ye we're going to the Art's Academy, the same place I'm going to myself, with a few other passengers on the plane as well. It's all going to be smashing." "Oh hello Lucy, it's lovely to meet you too. Yeah Rose and I are going to the same place but I'm feeling a little nervous to be honest because I've never travelled before." "It's okay Jay, I haven't travelled either but it'll be a nice experience, I'm hoping anyway." Jay felt a little more confident now "Yes maybe your right Lucy. I shouldn't be worrying." "I'm a little worried too Jay. I miss my father back at home, but he had full faith in my art work abilities, he believed it was 'talent' I had so he entered me into competitions and soon these talent scout people recognized my work and gave me this opportunity, and I'm willing to take it... How did you become recognized by talent scout people?" "Well it's a little stupid really. I am interested in singing and dance, so after I finished college back at home I joined the local theatre and a lady named Marian was the manager of the place and she had respect for my performances on stage so she gave me a big part in the local show. Rose then came around the theatre a couple of times to see me and soon she became a member and became my partner at the show. Rose and I then done a duet performance together, and these talent scout men just happened to be there to see us. And after the show finished we had a discussion with the men in Marian's office and that's when we we're given this opportunity." As Jay explained all this to Lucy, she nodded while listening to everything he said. "Well that's very interesting Jay. I don't see any stupidity about it at all. It seems you really do have talent and it looks like you and Rose have star quality." Jay laughed "ha ha, thanks Lucy but how do you know if a person has star quality? I mean does it come from what you expect of a person?" "No Jay, it doesn't come from what you expect, in my opinion. Actually expectations are the least you get from talent. A source of power from the heart is star quality in my eyes, but true talent is much much different. I honestly believe that everyone has hidden talent, but it doesn't always become expressed or recognized through Art and music like we do. It can become exposed through love and friendliness, because it takes a real person to stay true to themselves." Jay absolutely agreed with Lucy " Lucy that is a beautiful point; a great point of view on star quality and talent. But if I'm being honest, I don't believe I would have seeked my talent or skill for that matter if it wasn't from a personal experience." When Jay mentioned 'personal experience' he meant from his childhood isolation without a father to care for him when he seen other children with loving parents. But this sort of betrayal that Jay endured turned out to be his way of increasing inner power to see that whatever he needed or dreamed of doing in this world; had to be gotten by himself from his own actions and doings of things. This goal that Jay had was his way of becoming more independent, and in a certain sense his life without a father was a good advantage for him because he didn't become spoiled or brainwashed into bad encouragement like some young people were and do in his lifetime; over too many expectations from bad parenting of the young people's families. Jay realized that a true person succeeds through doing the right thing on their own, by making choices other people can't come to understand at first but learn from in the near future. Truthfully and independently, Jay never needed guidance from a father he never knew because his inner guidance of following the heart's right was a quality all people needed to come and face and even understand in order to find their own ways in life righteously by themselves. It was Jay's self-doubt and insecurities that made him succeed even greater because that was how his inner power became shown and respected on the outside because he wasn't arrogant nor was he vain, which shined his true beauty from the inner and outer of his self. "I understand Jay, you don't need to explain anything to me. We all have our moments of discovery, even if it through good or bad experiences to seek the right lifestyle." Rose then looked away from the window and faced Jay, looking almost frustrated. she wasn't listening to his conversation with Lucy, and he knew that she didn't either from the obvious facial expression on her face. Lucy was happy to see Rose paying attention again, she actually had forgotten that Rose sat with Jay because Rose looked miles away in thought and Lucy was just so interested in her deep conversation with Jay. "How are you feeling Rose, Is everything okay?", Lucy asked. "Yeah I'm okay I guess. I'm feeling a little travel sick and I just can't wait to land at London and get out of this stuffy plane." Jay knew now that something was wrong with Rose because she isn't usually this unhappy or unsatisfied. The thought of Rose being unhappy worried Jay, so he rushed his arm around her shoulder and told her not to worry because he knew that everything was going to be alright. Rose suddenly realized that her low emotions go the better of her, so she tried cheering up. "What is it Jay", Rose asked as she wondered why he put his arm around her so suddenly. "I don't know Rose, I apologize. It's just I don't want any of my friends feeling sad or unhappy, because this new beginning is a fresh start for all of us", Jay looked at Lucy as he meant her too. Jay smiled as he put out his hand "Let's make a deal", he looked at both Lucy and Rose as he said it. "Let's promise to never let anything get in our way. Let's try to get through all our moments of shortcomings with a smile as having each other like a team of friendship will help us get through anything with the right plan and solutions, because even if we fail at one point, we always have plan b if it's ever necessary... What I'm trying to say here is that failure or giving up on our goals or missions is never an option in our path of life. Yes we may have harsh moments of disagreements when we reach London over strangers who don't yet understand or know us but please remember that when we're together or knowing that whenever we have each other we can get through any difficulty or barrier that may come our way, because as long as we have the right attitude and a positive mind with using our abilities with the best we got; what possibly could go wrong?!"