Insecure

ugh i am having the most difficult time with this.

How do i start?

Who do i go too?

Where do i begin?

Where can i find a good photographer, who wont scam me =(

i wish there was a place I can go to and find out!

Thankfully though, My sister has a bunch of Hollywood friends, and she said she'll talk to them. 

Even one of her own friends is a model for low-rider cars.

Even though plenty of people have told that i do have chance in making it.

I always have my insecurities.

I dont even know why i have them though.

Like I know I'm good looking but I've always been very humble about it.

But at the same time I feel ugly. I guess i can kinda blame it on my ex-boyfriend.

He always left me for other girls, and i dnt wanna sound mean but they weren't that better looking then me.

I guess seeing that happening i felt ugly. 

Like why would he leave me for her. She aint that great. 

Now sometimes i dnt feel pretty.