Reflection

[Daisy Bernini]

Last night i did something stupid, something that i cannot be proud off, something thatlet me down.... Since i finished my classes i started to getting fat, staying all the time in the sofa watching TV without walking as always when i had classes! For make things worse my sister started to criticize saying that im fat like a pig, i eat like a pig, and saying that she cannot see my neck and i was disgusting! YOU KNOW. When someone started to criticize you, you start to absorb all the things and those things start to make your life a misery. As you know im going to Portugal in 7 days and i do want to look nice ( anyway girl's things)... So the nightmare started after my sister told me those bad things and i started to look at me in every window or mirror that i saw while walking on the street. PSYCOOOO!!! The disadvantage is when im nervous i have to eat, eat and eat and to be honestwith you my life is not that great as i told you before immigration is not the easiest thing to do ... Here it comes the worst part, last night i said to myself Daisy you will loose weight! BUT HOW? IN 8 DAYS... So i think, i think and i came to the conclusion ( its not conclusion its  a stupid thing) to put a pen in my mouth and vomit... In other words working for BULIMIA! So i did these and vomit its strange but at once i felt happy but after i look to myself through the mirror and i said : WHAT ARE YOU DOING? I DON'TBELIEVE THAT YOU DID THESE!LOOK AT YOU ! YOU MAY THINK YOU SEE WHO ARE YOU IN REALITY, BUT YOU DON'T KNOW YOU ENOUGH! WHO IS THAT GIRL I SEE, STARING AND STRAIGHT BACK AT ME? WHEN MY REFLECTION SHOWS WHO I AM INSIDE! DO I WANT TO PRETEND THAT I AM SOMEONELSE? WHEN MY REFLECTION SHOWS WHO I AM INSIDE?YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! DAISY TODAY YOU LET ME DOWN! I don't want to develop more this, i'm sad i though that i was stronger enough to avoid these.... Today was the day where I DAISY BERNINI which people think is happy is not.. Today she was a disappoint for herself... TODAY SHE WILL REFLECT AND THINKABOUT THE DAY TOMORROW, TODAY SHE WILL DIE AND TOMORROW HOPEFULLY WILL BORN A NEW ONE!!!LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR SUCH STUPPID THINGS...

 

Daisy Bernini xoxo

[Meow]

i swear to god you must be related to this girl in some fashion iaininlondum
iaininlondon said:

Having bust a drugs ring it looks like I'm about to bust a peadophile ring too!

[iaininlondon]

If you track Meow on the internet - he spells very as 'vary'. He did this on another topic on Bolt3

Meow said:

he's been obsessed with dave since the vary moment he arrived here, daves manly prowess and superior verbal skills, reminds him of the man he will ever be, nor could ever hope to be..life has left him with a pc and vary little else.
A'Trelum said:

@ iaininlondon if you are going to follow someone else's responses in old posts that you have stated you have no interest in. Then simply do not comment, and do not spread your obsession throughout the whole website.
But since you have on this occasion. I fail to see anywhere that he has dragged you in. What I do see is you initiating this bantering back and forth. And do you realize that 95% of all your comments are about isaah06. Basic phycology tells us you are driven by envy, but this is beyond cray

[ISAAH06]

When will you learn nobody gives a fuck about anything you have to say or your retarded behaviour.

iaininlondon said:

If you track Meow on the internet - he spells very as 'vary'.

[iaininlondon]

That comment will not throw me off tracking.

ISAAH06 said:

When will you learn nobody gives a fuck about anything you have to say or your retarded behaviour.

iaininlondon said:

If you track Meow on the internet - he spells very as 'vary'.

[Meow]

iaininlondon said:

That comment will not throw me off tracking.

ISAAH06 said:

When will you learn nobody gives a fuck about anything you have to say or your retarded behaviour.

iaininlondon said:

If you track Meow on the internet - he spells very as 'vary'.

[iaininlondon]

http://www.tranceaddict.com/forums/showthread/t-187349.html

Corruption was ignored because the Toronto Police could enter this club, after 'closing' time!

Meow said:

iaininlondon said:

That comment will not throw me off tracking.

ISAAH06 said:

When will you learn nobody gives a fuck about anything you have to say or your retarded behaviour.

iaininlondon said:

If you track Meow on the internet - he spells very as 'vary'.

[ISAAH06]

Meow's occasional spelling isn't even noticed when it's over shadowed by iamanonceinlondon's constant retardism in every comment you make.

iaininlondon said:

If you track Meow on the internet - he spells very as 'vary'. He did this on another topic on Bolt3

[A'Trelum]

So true Dave. This guys behaviour on Bolt is disgusting. I don't think he understands the concept of social networking or the internet. And even worse, he talks like being a creeper is something to be proud of.

ISAAH06 said:

Meow's occasional spelling isn't even noticed when it's over shadowed by iamanonceinlondon's constant retardism in every comment you make.

iaininlondon said:

If you track Meow on the internet - he spells very as 'vary'. He did this on another topic on Bolt3

[iaininlondon]

I agree, Dave's behaviour is disgusting. He's a 47 yo creep and doesn't understand, due to drugs, that pretending to be 13 yo to 'social network' (groom) underage girls is illegal.

A'Trelum said:

So true Dave. This guys behaviour on Bolt is disgusting. I don't think he understands the concept of social networking or the internet. And even worse, he talks like being a creeper is something to be proud of.

ISAAH06 said:

Meow's occasional spelling isn't even noticed when it's over shadowed by iamanonceinlondon's constant retardism in every comment you make.

iaininlondon said:

If you track Meow on the internet - he spells very as 'vary'. He did this on another topic on Bolt3

[A'Trelum]

@ iaininlondon. I was talking about you, not to you. Are you that simple you cant understand that. And why are you saying Dave is 47 ? He's 36 just look at his Facebook or just look at him, it's not hard to judge peoples approximate age.
We all get that Dave and Meow make you feel inferior and you're lashing out driven by envy. But instead of all these failed attempts to try and belittle them. Why don't you step up and try and be a real man yourself. At the very least you won't be insulting everyone that makes a comment and making yourself look like a retard

[iaininlondon]

Dave's put a very old photo of himself online. He is now a shadow of his former self - grey hair and arthritis. Sad but true.

A'Trelum said:

@ iaininlondon. I was talking about you, not to you. Are you that simple you cant understand that. And why are you saying Dave is 47 ? He's 36 just look at his Facebook or just look at him, it's not hard to judge peoples approximate age.
We all get that Dave and Meow make you feel inferior and you're lashing out driven by envy. But instead of all these failed attempts to try and belittle them. Why don't you step up and try and be a real man yourself. At the very least you won't be insulting everyone that makes a comment and making yourself look like a retard

[A'Trelum]

@ iaininlondon. You think he also uses a body double on Skype. Why are you so intent on trying to belittle others. Your stories are only detrimental to yourself. Take a look, 90% of Bolt detest you and the other 10% won't comment in fear that you will start stalking them. Nobody believes a word you say, and you have severed any chances of befriending anybody. There are many adjectives for you iaininlondon, none of which are very nice.