Reflection

[Daisy Bernini]

Last night i did something stupid, something that i cannot be proud off, something thatlet me down.... Since i finished my classes i started to getting fat, staying all the time in the sofa watching TV without walking as always when i had classes! For make things worse my sister started to criticize saying that im fat like a pig, i eat like a pig, and saying that she cannot see my neck and i was disgusting! YOU KNOW. When someone started to criticize you, you start to absorb all the things and those things start to make your life a misery. As you know im going to Portugal in 7 days and i do want to look nice ( anyway girl's things)... So the nightmare started after my sister told me those bad things and i started to look at me in every window or mirror that i saw while walking on the street. PSYCOOOO!!! The disadvantage is when im nervous i have to eat, eat and eat and to be honestwith you my life is not that great as i told you before immigration is not the easiest thing to do ... Here it comes the worst part, last night i said to myself Daisy you will loose weight! BUT HOW? IN 8 DAYS... So i think, i think and i came to the conclusion ( its not conclusion its  a stupid thing) to put a pen in my mouth and vomit... In other words working for BULIMIA! So i did these and vomit its strange but at once i felt happy but after i look to myself through the mirror and i said : WHAT ARE YOU DOING? I DON'TBELIEVE THAT YOU DID THESE!LOOK AT YOU ! YOU MAY THINK YOU SEE WHO ARE YOU IN REALITY, BUT YOU DON'T KNOW YOU ENOUGH! WHO IS THAT GIRL I SEE, STARING AND STRAIGHT BACK AT ME? WHEN MY REFLECTION SHOWS WHO I AM INSIDE! DO I WANT TO PRETEND THAT I AM SOMEONELSE? WHEN MY REFLECTION SHOWS WHO I AM INSIDE?YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! DAISY TODAY YOU LET ME DOWN! I don't want to develop more this, i'm sad i though that i was stronger enough to avoid these.... Today was the day where I DAISY BERNINI which people think is happy is not.. Today she was a disappoint for herself... TODAY SHE WILL REFLECT AND THINKABOUT THE DAY TOMORROW, TODAY SHE WILL DIE AND TOMORROW HOPEFULLY WILL BORN A NEW ONE!!!LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR SUCH STUPPID THINGS...

 

Daisy Bernini xoxo

[Daisy Bernini]

awww :) thank you soo much .... eating is one of my addictions, suddendlly i start to eat more ... i think this may be related with depression....

[23d2stpiuv9yi]

Hahaha I should have checked this before I made the weight thread!! If you want to lose massive weight in 8 days then you just have to eat smaller portions and work out a shitton. GET OFF YOUR LAZY ASS, DAISY.

[A'Trelum]

Well you figured doing nothing was the reason for it, so obviously getting active is the answer.
I find this whole weight thing and diets, powders, pills and gadgets is just nonsense. Being healthy is a lifestyle choice. You don't need a gym, you just need to be active. Which most of the time in having fun doing various activities and outings.

[iaininlondon]

Don't worry about being fat

The real problem is ISAAH06, who is a 47 year old Aussie pervert constantly prowling online, but pretending to be a 13 year old boy from time to time, in order to groom 12 year old girls, who are prepared to accept his bullshit.

[Rob]

I don't even see a post by him. why did he have to be dragged into another thread that he's not even involved in?

To the OP, diet and exercise will be a good start, but if you need it your doctor can give lots of valuable advice.

[iaininlondon]

Simple. ISAAH06 drags me in whenever he can.

Are you defending him?

Rob said:

I don't even see a post by him. why did he have to be dragged into another thread that he's not even involved in?

[A'Trelum]

@ iaininlondon if you are going to follow someone else's responses in old posts that you have stated you have no interest in. Then simply do not comment, and do not spread your obsession throughout the whole website.
But since you have on this occasion. I fail to see anywhere that he has dragged you in. What I do see is you initiating this bantering back and forth. And do you realize that 95% of all your comments are about isaah06. Basic phycology tells us you are driven by envy, but this is beyond cray

[Meow]

he's been obsessed with dave since the vary moment he arrived here, daves manly prowess and superior verbal skills, reminds him of the man he will ever be, nor could ever hope to be..life has left him with a pc and vary little else.
A'Trelum said:

@ iaininlondon if you are going to follow someone else's responses in old posts that you have stated you have no interest in. Then simply do not comment, and do not spread your obsession throughout the whole website.
But since you have on this occasion. I fail to see anywhere that he has dragged you in. What I do see is you initiating this bantering back and forth. And do you realize that 95% of all your comments are about isaah06. Basic phycology tells us you are driven by envy, but this is beyond cray

[Rob]

iaininlondon said:

Simple. ISAAH06 drags me in whenever he can.

Are you defending him?

Rob said:

I don't even see a post by him. why did he have to be dragged into another thread that he's not even involved in?

It wasn't a statement made to defend anyone, It was just an inquiry as to why a man who hasn't even posted in this thread was not only brought up, but insulted and on top of it all the insults weren't even related to the original topic or post.

[ISAAH06]

Nobody is defending me.
They're using their own brains and logic and just politely pointing out you are an obsessive fuckwit

iaininlondon said:

Are you defending him?

[Meow]

[iaininlondon]

Having bust a drugs ring it looks like I'm about to bust a peadophile ring too!